raider-republic

Au Revoir;

2010-02-15T01:46:00.000-08:00

This time, it's for real.
I'm really going to abandon this blog. Livejournal and Tumblr are just too alluring.
I've shared so many memories with this blog, both good and bad.
Maybe I'll return to it one day, maybe I won't.
So, byebye.
Find me here: raider-republic.livejournal.com & demolition-x.tumblr.com

-`SH

No Stopping Us

2009-11-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

so my dream did come true, i got into 314.
my heart nearly jumped out of my chest when chloe and li-sha broke the news to me.
i kind of gave this weird scream-gasp-hybrid-thing on the bus when we going home from Malacca.
thanks annette for sms-ing chloe to let me know, you're a damn funny girl and you have one of the most awesome music tastes ever man.
malacca trip was pretty awesome, in spite of the sucky guide and that some of the sight-seeing places were pretty dull and mundane. i liked the St Peter's chapel near the Red Square which was the burial ground for St Francis' body for 9 months. and up til today, his body still hasn't decomposed and is still intact, which is pretty wild. the last time i saw something so wild as that was when i was in thailand when i was 6 where i saw the corpse of an old monk who had been preserved for years. they put him in this class casing and made him where sunglasses to cover the two gaping sockets.
At night it was pretty awesome, with me, heyao, ser and li-sha prank calling our poor unsuspecting classmates. we even managed to get michelle to take out the master card when wenjia was showering and get liyi to think that li-sha and ser were "lynn" (how silly).
going to buy my textbooks tomorrow, aiming to finish the la, a lit and history books before hand. i need to buy a history assessment book too aish, after seeing how horrid my history eoy paper was, need to do some serious revision and learning.
god i am sounding like some super mugger freak who apparently is going to be like classmate next year. any hints on who that is? actually no since she's pretty infamous in the level for a highly competitive streak. i am thanking god that there are normal people like li-sha and annette etc in the class if not there won't exactly be a 'healthy learning environment' with everybody pressurizing everybody.
maybe i need to teach some of them to enjoy life. life isn't all about mugging for god's sakes. it's about living to the fullest and at the same time enjoying and benefitting from it. (and i am afraid of the korean music, very very afraid, guess annette and i are gonna blast bless the fall's screamo stuff in one corner, which is cool cos it'll drown the crappy fag voices out)
but i guess i'll keep an open mind, as most of my future classmates seem nice and okay. guess i'll talk to them on the first day and be friendly.
and sixian has officially mastered the art of taking extremely unglam photos. the ones she showed me just now were PLAIN EPIC. (annette and joey, my image of both of you is TARNISHED.)
i need to clean up my cupboards for 2 hours tomorrow, holy shit. i hope i don't get killed by my mum, went for treatment today and i ate in a hawker centre for the first time in 6 years. (yes i know i suck)
and i also ate my first 6 piece nuggets set from McDonald's for the first time in 4 years.
gosh i sound like an awfully deprived child, and i am still waiting for Shane's Degrassi spoof video to come out.
and even though 201'09 is a class that i'll never forget, i have so much to look forward to next year.
314'10 here i come.

[edit:11.02pm]

I OFFICIALLY LOVE RAYGUN.
THEIR COVER OF SHE WOLF PWNS THE ORIGINAL.

[/edit:11.02pm]

-`SH

Celebration

2009-10-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

This is the long-awaited post many of you have been anticipating (:
so exams are over and i'm posting on a sleepy saturday afternoon that is boiling hot ._.
results are coming back next week tues, so is drama fest 09, going to be as busy as hell! ):
anyways, here's something to cheer everyone up! the parody of Shakira's lameshit video, she wolf.
NOW IT'S HE WOLF! (:

kudos to this guy man! i think he honestly pwns Shakira, and i'd be extremely surprised if he wasn't gay.
he's got the courage of 10 people man. and he's extremely flex for a guy. i wonder how he made the cage and the costume.
now compare it with the original!

IT'S ALMOST IN SYNC FOR GOD'S SAKES. i think that guy really really pwns! (:
SPARKLE or rather PSL camp just ended yesterday. it was quite fun actually, just that amazing race was rather tiring. a much better experience than last year, something all my past group members would agree with (:
I'm also officially addicted to Adam's new song, Time for Miracles. [if you want it get from me, it got leaked this week so yea, i am hell of an efficient down loader]
Here's the music video:

the tune and lyrics are sweet, about someone refusing to give up on a love (:
AND IT'S OFFICIAL. I AM GOING TO SOUTH AFRICA FOR HOLIDAY!
i have no idea what to expect, but i'm sure it's gonna be cool, with pretty beaches and i can finally see live animals and go on a safari tour. the flight there is gonna be freaking long too.
like this i have to put on my desire to see a real life fjord on hold though, i guess i'll see them in Norway hopefully.
(some how i had a feeling that i was gonna end up going to South Africa when i was reading an article on South Africa in the newspapers the other day)
hope for the best for my results, drama and holiday man (;

-`SH

deja vu;

2009-08-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

god blogger's new layout seriously reminds me of livejournal's.
~~(huge sense of deja vu)~~
in ICT class learning about html coding now, pretty cool though i've learnt most of it before, due to blogskin changing (hooray for that).
screwed up my fucking la block test. just feel horribly disappointed with myself. like since i failed my chinese, i shouldn't be screwing up LA which is like one of my strongest subjects (not to brag, just telling the truth).
in the end, i did.
one of the contributing factors was that i 'kind of' wrote the second question a little out of point, and the largest contributing factor is that the la teacher who marked the upper half (aka no.1 - 17) was pretty strict and we got lower marks than the lower half of the class.
brilliant, just brilliant isn't it?i guess lady luck isn't exactly smiling at me. and to think i worked quite hard before the la block test. it's as though everything you did has amounted to nothing, ZILCH. the end of everything. sometimes i don't understand that belief, where people say if you work hard enough, you'll get what you want.
call me a cynic, but i honestly don't. i have many failures to prove such. it doesn't just happen to me, it happens to most people around me, only the gepers get whatever they want. okay of course they have extremely large brains which help them to achieve their goals, but it seems to me that the winds are always forever blowing in their direction. well the teachers do love them ever-so-much and thus that hardly leaves any consideration for the so-called "dumber" mainstream people like me. (talk about a biased system)
and for the record, i wrote something which i feel is "deeper" than the crap i normally write:

it's like when someone
slashes you on the face
from ear to ear,
the impact so forceful
you are too stunned to fight back.

it's like being in a never ending nightmare,
paranoia,
self-doubt
all rolled into one.

ignored,
belittled,
uncared for,
depression just takes over.
you feel like unappreciated shit,
and everything that you've ever done
sums up to zero.

listening to "I gotta Feeling" by BEP. the chorus goes "i gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good good night."
talk about undisputed irony, is my computer trying to make feel better or what?

-`SH

it sucks to be me;

2009-08-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

cinema bizarre is so cute!
they love manga and anime too, as you can see in the video above. ( i guess this proves i'm not a nerd.)
and strify is just amazing. he can go on talking about manga and anime for 3 minutes plus in flawless english despite being german. i think if i had to go on talking about manga and anime for 3 mins plus IN CHINESE i'll just die.
yes i do admit that i do suck.
~~but blogger sucks more.~~

[edit: 9.32pm]

"a lot of people think we're girls..but i like that!girls are pretty."
&
"if you guys were girls,i'd go lesbian for you!"
made me rofl so hard!
[/edit: 9.32pm]

-`SH
p.s lunching with ser yeen and the crab flower club play was awesome (;

burn burn;

2009-08-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

the trailer for Dorian Gray came out, based on the Oscar Wilde novel, about Dorian Gray, the man who never aged because he sold his soul to the devil, and only his painting grows older and uglier while he's forever young.

looks cool. and it stars Ben Barnes aka Prince Caspian from Narnia. he doesn't look bad. BETTER THAN ROBERT YOU-KNOW-WHO at least.and my beloved colin firth looks UNRECOGNISABLE. he looks damn bloated and the beard hides most of his face. this is how my Mr Darcy used to look like:

yea i know he isn't extremely handsome, rather average. but once you watch Bridget Jones' Diary and Pride and Prejudice, you'd think he's really awesome. his acting is superb and he's charming. he honestly pwned Hugh Grant in Bridget Jones, though i do love hugh grant but i don't like him as much as i used to do due to his many scandals. it's the same for jude law. so i guess it's best to just like Colin Firth, Alan Rickman (the ever awesome snape in the harry potter movies), Ian McKellen (gandalf!) and Anthony Hopkins (HANNIBAL LECTER the CANNIBAL). fantastic british actors with really nice accents and voices. sometimes i prefer European accents compared to the American ones. they seem more interesting, for example the French accent. i love the way Gaspard speaks English, the intonations are soft and just really pleasant sounding. the way he says "Hopkins" is cute too, he pronounces "Hopkins" as though there's an exclamation mark in between the p and the k.
as for british accents, i don't like their stiff upper lip. it sounds too plummy and kind of arrogant.i like the ones that sound sophisticated and intelligent, example Anthony Hopkins in Hannibal Lecter. dangerous yet sophisticated at the same time. but of course i only like the sophisticated part. if i knew someone that sounded that dangerous i'd probably freak out. (yea i have a rabbit heart, like the song by florence & the machine)
some american accents are cute, like shane dawson's.and some are of course sophisticated too, like Obama's. i don't really like the Southern drawl some how,they sound rather..folksy. but they are fun to imitate.
and apparently i am the only person in the world (i think) to have a picture of Gaspard Ulliel playing the angel Xas in the movie The Vintner's Luck.i couldn't find any other pictures of him as Xas so i decided to make my own, at the same time possibly having broken countless licenses.
but here it goes, GASPARD ULLIEL AS XAS FROM THE VINTNER'S LUCK:

blurry much i know. there's another one actually, but photobucket and my internet simply refuse to let me upload it, bitches -_-
and i've been waiting since yonks ago about the movie Gaspard is supposed to be acting in, Osiris Release, about a bunch of hot young guys who realise that they are reincarnations of Egyptian gods and have special powers and stuff. guess it was all hype and nothing more.
sad.

-`SH

whattheheck?

2009-08-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

wow, it has been nearly 2 weeks since the last time i've been on the computer, and blogger is STILL SCREWED.
sometimes i wonder what on earth blogger's admin team are doing. if there is a problem, why don't they fix it?
in that sense LJ's better. [ oh no i hope it won't screw up as well]
anyway, BLOCKS ARE OVER!
~~and i'm damn hungry now~~ good luck to all the MGS people, their CAs are next week.
physics = killer
chinese = probably gonna die
maths = apprehensive
aep = i have no idea.
la = okay, hopefully
geography = no idea
history = no idea at all.
and national day's coming. beautiful, tomorrow's it's celebration day and there's the awesome long weekend.
and there are a bunch of movies i want to watch, for example, THE VINTNER'S LUCK

what's it about: It's Burgundy, 1808. One night Sobran Jodeau, a young vintner, meets an angel in his vineyard: a physically gorgeous creature with huge wings that smell of snow, a sense of humour and an inquiring mind. They meet again every year on the midsummer anniversary of the date. Village life goes on, meanwhile, with its affairs and mysteries, marriages and murders, and the vintages keep improving - though the horror of the Napoleonic wars and into the middle of the century, as science marches on, viticulture changes, and gliders fly like angels.

it's based on the book with the same name.and i want to watch it for a horribly shallow reason: gaspard ulliel's inside. (only sixian and i know this film and book exists)and the wings and clothes don't look horrid, unlike my terrible nightmare which envolved various horrendous scenes such as really fake ones that droop, like those people who cosplay angel sanctuary. it's only gonna be premiered at the toronto film festival, and there isn't even a POSTER. wow. and this is cute:
THE LIFE AND CAREER OF GASPARD ULLIEL IN 8 MINUTES

even when he was a kid, he was uber cute x3 and yes i know the background music is irritating shit, just ignore it.
or put the volume to zero, and listen to your own music like. (im listening to britney spear's radar now)
i wonder if there's a dude in singapore who will ever look like this. AND FOR THE RECORD HE'S HANDSOME NOT PRETTY. omg unlike that fag in Boys over Flowers, the gay piece of shit called Kim Hyun Joong. even that permed hair dude Lee Min Ho looks like a MAN, while Mr Kim looks like an ugly transvestite.
yea you might argue that i like Lee Jun Ki, a pretty girly guy as well. but mr lee has awesome acting skills, playing a gay dude, policeman, robin hood-like thief, playboy etc and he has degrees in korean martial arts and he can dance hip-hop. so mr lee, you pwn (:

-`SH

ring the alarm;

2009-07-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

there's something wrong with blogger.
everything is now in HTML.
and pictures can't be uploaded at all. is this a system malfunction or something?
but this amuses me so much:

so darn cute.
mortal, you have awesome taste in manga.
and i wish block test never existed.
i'm so going to fail math.
it's such a piss-off.

-`SH

God put a smile upon your face;

2009-07-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

well he certainly did.

i finished math sc1 (oh yippee)
and history assignment 4.

just need LA lit circle and revision left.

and i know this sounds so late, but i think that BRITNEY SPEAR'S BLACKOUT IS AWESOME.

i just downloaded it, and now i'm listening to it.

and now i'm downloading Mika's Life in Cartoon Motion, so now i have 42 albums left to download. ohmygee that's hell a lot but i can do it, slowly slowly :D

AND I HAVE TO F**KING BUY LOVELESS VOL. 8 AND 9, AS WELL AS GRAVITATION EX VOL. 2.

ahhhh anyone care to give me some moolah? I HAVE TO BUY THE REST OF THE SANDMAN SERIES OHMYTIAN.

the images of these things have been floating around in my head for a damn long time.

shall ask dad when he's in his 'generous' mood. or i'll ask my mum to help me buy Loveless and Gravitation. SHE'S THE ONE WHO'S BOUGHT ALL MY GAY MANGA.

that's the good part of my mum, she won't ask about the manga you read, unlike my uber nosey dad. she even helped me buy Loveless vol. 5 without me asking her to. she just asked me which vol. i was missing, and i said vol. 5. and she said okay and i had no idea that she really went to buy it. and one fine day when she came home with it i kind of got one of the biggest shocks of my life. (AND YES I HAVE LIED TO DAD THAT RITSUKA IS A GIRL -_-)

reading a manga called Steal Moon now.

story seems interesting, but the art's only "okay". it fluctuates, sometimes the bishies looks teh awesome, but at other times they look weird and distorted. oh well, you can't have everything now can you?

and i envy this guy:

he's a swedish model called Kristian Lidegaard i think, one of the random eyecandies i find.

he has ALABASTER SKIN. mine's sweaty, oily and full of pimples/blackheads.

life is so unfair.

-`SH

p.s whoopee new blogskin :D

asian attraction;

2009-07-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

watch this first:

The Colbert Report

Mon - Thurs 11:30pm / 10:30c

He's Singing in Korean

http://www.colbertnation.com/

Colbert Report Full Episodes

Political Humor

Jeff Goldblum

then this:

The Colbert Report

Mon - Thurs 11:30pm / 10:30c

Stephen vs. Rain

http://www.colbertnation.com/

Colbert Report Full Episodes

Political Humor

Jeff Goldblum

RAIN AND STEPHEN COLBERT ARE SO AWESOME.

and honestly i couldn't believe it when i heard that Megan Fox likes Rain. wow, but he said that 'he was not interested'. honestly practically millions of guys across the globe would like to be him man. and before this, he was asked which star he found sexy, and he said "Megan Fox, because her eyes and body are very attractive." i wonder if he's playing hard to get. even my dad and mum love her, they keep on talking about how pretty and sexy she is. my dad wants me to look like her. (dream on, papa!) anyways, Rain's hell lot sexier than Megan's ex-fiance, he looks like this:

DISGUSTING. HE'S A WASHED-UP B-GRADE ACTOR. BEVERLY HILLS 90210 IS NO MORE.

while Rain looks like this:

i know some of you may not find him handsome at all and find him damn ugly, but compared to the GORILLA ABOVE he looks a million times better. and HIS ABS ARE UNBEATABLE. i wonder how long it takes to get abs like that..doing leg raises every night won't i'm sure, cause i do that every night and MY STOMACH'S NOT GETTING ANY FLATTER RAWR. (ho sixian cheated my feelings!)

rain was actually first korean guy i liked. back when he debuted, i always thought he was cool, 'cause his dancing really pwns. i didn't watch Full House, but i always thought he was awesome. his life can be made into some movie man. his mum died of an illness before his debut, so he's working hard to be the best he can, 'cause he feels bad he couldn't make enough money for the proper medical treatment his mum needed. and his family was rich and first, then his dad's business failed, so they became poor. and entertainment agencies everywhere rejected him when he auditioned 'cause they said he was UGLY 'CAUSE HE HAD NO DOUBLE EYELIDS. so horrible. i bet that agency regrets it like crazy seeing how Rain's one of Asia's biggest stars.

oh and Michael Jackson,his idol, died on his birthday, 25th June. THAT HAS TO HURT REAL BAD.

okay enough about Rain. i know people reading this will get irritated. NY is a dumb school. they want us to sit in exam-mode or rather "singly", but hello my neighbours are just 25cm away from me only? what kind of crap idea is this man. it doesn't even work, for example, IT'S EVEN WORSE IN THE CANTEEN. we practically congregate there every day. so to truly seperate us they should have only 4 students per class. then we can truly "social distance", obeying the 2m rule. or even better, wear those ASTRONAUT SUITS AND BREATHE FROM OUR OWN TANK OF OXYGEN. there, problem solved (:

-`SH

cast away;

2009-07-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

honestly, the more and more i use Livejournal, the more i'm drifting away from blogger.
it's such an awesome place to blog at. the only frickin' problem is that there is no TAGBOARD wtf. but i'm still keeping my blogger. cause of the tagboard.
just posted at my LJ. the video i put there is epic.
characters speaking english in AN ANIME.
i almost died laughing when i heard it for the first time.
btw the older guy with black hair is voiced by the guy who voices Kakashi in Naruto and Eiri Yuki in Gravitation. damn sexy voice i tell you.
but he's 54 this year, same age as my papa.
oh well, voices don't age now do they?

-`SH
p.s except when you're feeble and old i guess.

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T04:34:00.003-07:00

this morning, my dad called me at around 10.15am
i was really pissed with him, cause he woke me up from my sleep.
our conversation went like that:

me: what lah?!
dad: michael jackson is dead.
me: OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
dad: yea.

somehow i didn't quite believe it, even hours later when i switched on the telly and watched CNN.
everything was on Michael Jackson. they only talked about the war in Iran for a little bit, and it was back to Michael again. they called in so many celebrities to comment about his death. most were disraught. if i knew him too i'd probably mourn.
despite all the controversy about the child molestation cases and his near-bankruptcy, you have to admit that he was, and still is, a super star. there's no one in the world who does not know who Michael Jackson is. he really is a legend.
everyone on this earth is really mourning this loss.
so R.I.P Michael.

.

and here's the first song i heard by him, from the soundtrack of the movie Free Willy 2. really beautiful song:

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...
People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,for the Childhood
I've never known...
Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...
Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?
People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,for the Childhood (Childhood)
I've never known...
Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
But the dreams I would dare, watch me fly...
Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had
Have you seen my Childhood....

-`SH

say hello to my little friend over here;

2009-06-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

just posted on my LJ
go read :D

-`SH

all about the music

2009-06-20T06:38:00.002-07:00

yeps, if you're wondering why the heck the lead singer of the band looks and sounds neither male nor female, it's cause he's a transman.
he's someone who changed his sex yea. so he used to be a girl, and now he's a guy.
but i think he's freaking awesome with a great voice. he can hold notes for such a long time, and its really husky.
i guess i'm one heck of an indivualitic person i guess. i bet most would react to this dude cause he's a transman.
i guess i'm not like most of the level where they like bands/singers based on how hot they are and not on how talented they are.
i know i'm mean, but this is how i really feel. people have been talking about a certain korean boyband so much until i want to just tell them to shut up about it. it's just that i don't, and that i keep quiet about it.
sure i know, when one really likes something they'd keep on talking about it. but c'mon man, what happened to the unique taste of an indivudual? that really irritates me. it's like when most people like something, you just start liking it too cause you wanna join the conversation.
and another thing that irritates me is how people like certain bands based on how attractive the band/singer is, not on how well they sing and whether they can write their own music and lyrics. sure that certain korean band can dance and sing and people have been telling me constantly that C_ _ _ _ M_ _ has written the lyrics for L_ _ _ i_ t_ _ _ I_ _, but what about the rest? who cranked up the tunes? their fantabulous producers who do all the backstage work of course!and who gets the credit for it? the certain korean band!
i find it so unfair at times, honestly. i mean even if you don't like certain songs, for example Lady GaGa's "love game", at least i know she wrote the lyrics and the tune. so she is talented. and people have been asking me, why'd you like B_ _ B_ _ _ only? well here's my answer: THEY WRITE THEIR OWN MUSIC AND LYRICS. so that deviates them from the rest of the bunch of korean boybands. i didn't like them based on their looks. in fact i liked them cause i thought their songs were good. back when i first liked them, i could not differentiate one member from the other. i also didn't think they were that handsome. so again it was all about the music for me.
and it was the same for MCR, Green Day and Eminem. even though i first heard their music on MTV, i thought their songs were amazing. for MCR, it was "Helena". for Green Day, it was "Wake Me Up When September Ends". for Eminem, it was "Mockingbird". i first listened to their songs when i was 10. back then i didn't really like any guys and i still liked Digimon. i only started liking Gerard like crazy in p6. so it was really all about the music for me.
this is why Green Day and Eminem still rock, even though they're both in their thirties and neither artistes are that great looking. people love them cause of the music they make. same goes for MCR. Frank, who's such a cutie, is only 166cm tall and he's married. Gerard's married with a daughter. Mikey,Gerard's bro, is married too. these three are the best looking in the band. the other two look average but their instrumental skills are awesome. but again, the music they make is amazing, that's why they're popular.
in the end, this is the sad truth, all boybands will die out, unless one member leaves and does a solo career. look at Robbie Williams, he left his boyband Take That to become UK's hottest male artist. Take That is trying to have a come-back now but everyone dismisses them as a cheesy, passe boyband of the 90's who are wayy too old. same for Boyzone and New Kids on the Block. none of their come-backs never did quite make the cut. so that certain korean boyband, will eventually fade away with time, as their good looks and youth will definitely fade away with time as well.
i know i'm gonna get flamed by many after this post, but i honestly don't give a damn.
FREEDOM OF SPEECH, HELLO?

-`SH

yameki

2009-06-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

this guy is just way too awesome.
his guitar slapping skills are GOOD. i mean they aren't as good as Miyavi-sama's [duh] but for 19, he's awesome.
and oh it's a guy and he's Canadian apparently.
the dumbo that i am assumed he was asian/japanese/korean/chinese at first glance until i went to look at his youtube/myspace page.
he's so pale it's unfair. the HK trip made me more chaoda than before -_-
and he's pretty gorgeous actually. one of the few pretty caucasian dudes out there. [ZAC EFRON DOES NOT COUNT] but i do mean really pretty, pretty enough to rival a girl.
wow i watched that video again for the 10th time. that guy amazes me. but Miyavi-sama amazes even more, but of course he's like a guitar god, out of most people's league.
and this guy's name [stage name?] is Yameki and he's in this visual kei band called -Neurose?-. the stupid thing is that he has only 2 videos, yet at the same time has 806 friends and 1106 subscribers. nothing to say but WOW.
oh why do i feel so inferior at times?

-`SH
p.s hello iPod Touch!

lights, camera, action

2009-06-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

so i'm back.

i decided to blog to let all of you know i haven't died yet.

yeps so i'm back from HK, back from dismal heat. [ i was actually back on Sunday night, so this post is long over due.]

anyway the trip was fine.

the first day was mediocre.

the second was alright.

the third was AWESOME.

the fourth was cute.

the fifth was okay.

i honestly am too tired to elaborate much on the trip.

it was overall okay, and the main highlight was meeting Mrs Bill Kaulitz 2 aka my darling Hauyue.

we met up for a measley 3 hours but it felt much longer and we just, talked, like any normal day.

it felt great to see her again (:

and for the record, I AM NOT SHOCKED THAT ADAM IS GAY.

i like, expected it from eons ago. but i'm not angry/pissed/moody/sad like how i was when i found out that Gerard from MCR got married. that was honestly stupid. he is 17 years older than me and he doesn't even know i exist. so now i'm at peace with the MCR fan girl and i'm really genuinely happy for him (:

and even though Adam is gay, i still love him. he's just plain awesome no matter what and i'm definitely gonna buy his debut album.

and i love you batchmates very much!

batch outing was awesome with the exception of the shitty movie Monsters vs Aliens which was the lamest movie i've ever seen. it was horrid. i'm really disappointed with Dreamworks. this is why Pixar overtook them. [ILY BRAD BIRD you're an awesome animator!]

and this is hot, if anyone says this is so gay/queer, you better watch out cause i'm gonna break your skull:

opinions are subjective and the snake is awesome.

i wonder how they got it to be so obedient.

i guess this proves that the Rolling Stone is one of the world's coolest magazines.

i weekly? no thank you.

-`SH

p.s the stupid bitch is busy yapping again.

"on holiday"

2009-06-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

today's the first official day of the holidays, and guess what. i didn't keep my promise after all.

i said that i'd photoshop Gaspard beautifully and make him look like a vampire and i didn't.
well i spent my entire sunday night watching Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, going high over an inexistent vampire hunter who has hair three times longer than mine and about a metre taller than me. he's as pale as snow to boot and has a human face which can suck things etched on his left hand. and he needs a good nail cut.
but honestly i didn't give a damn cause the art was so pretty and he looked so cool with his black horse and superhuman powers.

have to give my love out to sx, daffy and mel for the great time at Iluma on Sat before hwach's ELDDFS' play Who's Life is it Anyway? thai express was as awesome as always. the play was not bad, bit dry at parts but the main character Ken was really witty and kept the show vibrant at most parts.
and i can't believe i'm going to Hong Kong so soon. in like 2 days. and i'm gonna be reunited with darling Hauyue for half a day. gonna visit Madam Tassaud's Museum of Wax and gonna go shopping like crazy. i honestly wonder if i can see any stars there, other than the ones at night which i think will be few.
oh and today i bought a file which said "gaspard" on it :D

and Bille Joe Armstrong's sons look nothing like him:

Bille Joe is the lead singer of the teh cool/awesome punk-rock band Green Day, is bisexual and damn cool, i honestly expected his kids to look..cooler? is it just me or are they kind of chubby. ah well it could just be baby fat. sx and daffy are gonna be so disappointed.

-`SH

being humourous sincerely

2009-05-28T06:47:00.001-07:00

sorry Zac, but you had to be the first subject for my experimentation in Photoshop Makeup.

oh well this is how you'll look like as a drag queen.

still not too bad, you look better than the fat dude from Super Junior (;

-`SH

fascination

2009-05-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

Marco. says:
hmm failed math passed the rest (:
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
oh man!
guess i need to give you more math brain then
oh well
so you satisfied
Marco. says:
haha yea im satisfied
i thought i would fail all subs haha
what about you?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
haha
did you study
and for me
uhm
Marco. says:
haha no i didnt study at all
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
WOAH
u must be smart
i mugged like crazy
so i have 5 aa1s
*a1s
Marco. says:
haha iwas just lucky Lol
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
and one b3
Marco. says:
omg nice smart smart
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
screw chinese
Marco. says:
my passing is like all Cs
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
that's average in america yea?
Marco. says:
just passed that kind haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
*yea?
(:
Marco. says:
haha i guess so Lol
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
but that;s good for one who didnt study
i only got god grades cause i mugged -__-
*good
Marco. says:
ohh Lol
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
in my sch
my results
are average only
:/
sucks
Marco. says:
omg how can you get better than that
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
cause my chinese isn;t good
compared to many
so that's why i slipped there
Marco. says:
ohh
what if u got all a1s?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
then i'll get perfect
but!
it depends
on how high the a1 is
cause it's a huge range
a1 starts from 75 marks onwards
Marco. says:
waa you girls comparing a1s while i compare my C4s haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
xD
nvm la
you're rich
and you're good in other areas
so i'll bet you'll be successful
in the future
Marco. says:
Lol i hope so
musician woo
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
haha
make a good band
and i'll go to ur concerts
Marco. says:
i'll try Lol
nicee
hey brb shower
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
kay
Marco. says:
back
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hey
u took about
18 min to shower
xD
oh checked out any new bands
Marco. says:
yeah but all screamo stuff
you wont like it lOl
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
i like screamo
who said i didn't
xD
Marco. says:
ohh haha
ok check out the band
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
i listen to heavy metal mind you
Marco. says:
I see stars
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
okay
Marco. says:
haha
g2g for dinnerr
tell me what you think of the songs later
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
haha oky
*okay
hey
they're not bad
but their album cover is retarded
Marco. says:
haha yeaa
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
it reminded me
of some
disney star cover
:/
so what did u have for dinner
Marco. says:
i had pasta LOL
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
lucky
i had rice
as usual
what pasta
xD
Marco. says:
haha some pasta with cream sauce Lol
like pastamania
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
ohh
pasta mania ain't worth it
:/
you have a maid?
Marco. says:
nope, u?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea
i've had her since i was 2
she's like my 2nd mum
i thought you'd be the type to have a maid
:/
Marco. says:
nopee
i independent one
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
oooh
that;s good
haha singlish
"i independent one"
xD
Marco. says:
haha rly ah
omgomg
im gonna lose my accent eh
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
omg you're getting so singlish
Marco. says:
Lol
can play around with singlish for a while
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea
Marco. says:
once i change sch, i'll get my old accent back
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yeps
(:
Marco. says:
=P
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
you'll be surrounded by ang moh
*ang mohs
Marco. says:
haha yea
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
and you'll be back yo ur ang moh lang self
Marco. says:
then I?ll talk like this
Like with proper spelling and pronounciation.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea of course
(:
Marco. says:
Like this.
And this.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
xD
lol!
Marco. says:
Haha.
Hey, writing like this is cooler.
Like I sound smarter.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea
you sound more mature too
:}
Marco. says:
But then I might seem like I'm a boring person.
Talking so formal on MSN.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hahahha
i mean like duh
can use some slang
Marco. says:
Lol, yeah.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
but not like lapse into speaking like an ah beng
ah bengs never attract nice girls
Marco. says:
how do ah bengs talk Lol
ah bengs attract hot girls Loll
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
no
:/
this ah beng who was my friend's bf
tried to attract me once
-_-
Marco. says:
Lol
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
and my friemd
isn't exactly hot
:/
*friend
and ah bengs talk like this
wah lau eh
how can like this one
ya lorh
Marco. says:
haha
you want to fight is it
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
eh i ask you ah
they wont say u want to fight is it
to girls
only to guys
Marco. says:
haha i know
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
and uhm
what else
shit i havent talked to the ah beng in a million years
Marco. says:
haha
ah bengs are ok
ah lians are ok
well, some only.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
ewww i hate ah lians
-_-
so gross
Marco. says:
haha as long as they dont act that fake
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
no some of them are very...
okay nvm
Marco. says:
haha explain, i'm new to this ah lian stuff
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
okay
uhm loads of them
think they;re cool
then
they wear their skirts damn short
ponytail damn high
and they speak in chinglish
damn loudly
and they have bfs since a young age
and they're basically unclassy,uncouth bimbos
-_-
Marco. says:
Lolll
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
eh true okay
Marco. says:
where are they mostly found haha
which schools
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
like neighbourhood schs
Marco. says:
my school has like one or two only
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
aiyah ur sch is INTL
that's why
ALs and ABs mostly found in neighbourhood schs
Marco. says:
haha
your sch got ah lians or not?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hmmm
very few
but
i meet a lot
on the bus/street
Marco. says:
haha they sound funny
i wanna meet them LOl
i know a lot of ABs tho
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
omg
ur one funny guy
Marco. says:
as long as you dont find trouble with them they'll be nice
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea la
Marco. says:
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
but theyre not exactly people
id like to mix with
Marco. says:
hey singapore quite cool now
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
haha why
Marco. says:
when i meet ALs it'll be interesting haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
xD
Marco. says:
hey I'm from canada.
"HELLO!"
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
maybe u'd end up dating one
Marco. says:
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
but
Marco. says:
chinglish? no thanks
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
if u speak too posh
they won't liek you
*like
Marco. says:
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
so it seems unlikely
Marco. says:
aw that sucks
xD
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yea
u must speak very ah beng
that's why
Marco. says:
ok ah i start now
Loll
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
okay i train you
xD
i can teach you hokkien vulgarities
Marco. says:
haha i know a lot from my friends
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yeps
how many s'poreans are there in hcis
Marco. says:
like half
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
o.o
woah
Marco. says:
Lol y?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
didnt know
Marco. says:
hey intro me some ah lians eh
hahaha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
there'll be that much
the only ah lian i know that well are my aunts
and like i told you
i dont mix with them
xD
Marco. says:
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
ur damn interesting
most guys would try to go away from ah lians
and ur like...
Marco. says:
I am fascinated by them.
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
wow prepared to write a book about ah lians and ah bengs
Marco. says:
hahhaa
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
why are u so fascinated
xD
Marco. says:
canada doesnt have these kinds of people
well, blondes are considered part ah lian then
bumbotic
bimbotic*
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
haha
actually
ah lians
can be very 'aunty'
Marco. says:
Lol what do you mean
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
like they wear gaudy clothes
dont have much style
but the younger ah lians are more hip
Marco. says:
yea the ah lians my age
woo
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
xD
omg
ur so funny!
Marco. says:
cuz the thing is, my past relationships with decent girls never turn out gd
so idk eh..
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
....
Marco. says:
haha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
it's dangerous man
to be with ah lian
like for e.g
if they're in some gang or something
can kena get beaten you know!
Marco. says:
haha for what
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
like if u breakup with her
then she might tell her homies
something like that
Marco. says:
oh yeah true
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
always get reported in the newspapers
:/
Marco. says:
Haha
"Canadian guy gets beaten up for breaking up with an Ah Lian."
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hahaha
Marco. says:
"Broken Heart, Broken Jaw."
hahahha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hahahah!
that can be a song name
xD
Marco. says:
hey omg you're right
remind me a while from now
maybe i can make some nice song out of that
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
hahah cool!
(:
so how
is ur band going
Marco. says:
i changed band already
im in two bands now
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
O.o
okay
kinda two-timing
?
Marco. says:
one is like playing chinese acsoutic, one the playing hardcore screamo hahaha
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
chinese acoustic............
Marco. says:
no lah the chinese acoustic is like play play only
but im serious about the screamo one
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
oh!
so can the lead singer sing well
Marco. says:
dunno yet I just met her today thats why
just try to see how it goes
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
only today
O_o
Marco. says:
but the screamo one we're going to do gigs and stuff
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
that's cool
(:
Marco. says:
(:
my friend lent me the guitar but i need an amp
know anybody that can lend?
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
oh
sorry no
dunno anyone else as ambitous as you
so sorry
so how many people in the band
Marco. says:
haha
got 4
three of my friends
one dunno
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
if u dunno her
how'd you get to know her
Marco. says:
screamo band all guys what
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
huh
?
u put 'her' on top
so how'd you get to know the singer anyways
Marco. says:
oh through another band haha
actually i also dunno
LOl
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
so clueless
u've heard the dude sing yet
Marco. says:
yea gd screamer
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
that's great
other than the screaming
can he carry a tune
Marco. says:
hmmn nohaha
i g2g nowww
nice tlaking to you
cyaa!
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
yeps nice talking to you too!
and u better send that dude to vocal classes
xD
Marco. says:
haha will do (:
MURDER CITY enter sandman june hols '09 says:
all the best for ur band anyways
see ya (:
Marco. says:
thankss

--
dude, are ALs and ABs that interesting! D:

-`SH

Boys Next Door;

2009-05-25T06:28:00.001-07:00

this two pages left me weeping like some crazed lady whose child had died. [touch wood]

you won't understand until you read the manga itself.

guess i'm a TOTAL sucker for yaoi;

-`SH

Pop, pop goes the camera

2009-05-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

honestly, this video nearly made me retch yet at the same time made me laugh like there was no tomorrow:

susan boyle and adam lambert, woah what a combination!
and simon looked so extra ._.

and apparently the legendary Queen is considering asking Adam to be their new frontman!O:

*gasp,shock,anticipation* that's pretty cool to be honest. i know he won't be as great as the late Freddie Mercury, one of the most iconic musicians of all time and the original frontman, but i think, that he'll be a fantastic replacement. and it'll fit him, since he can hit notes so high that it'll make Freddie proud. and Queen sings the type of genre of music he wants to make, so that would be a beautiful fit.

AND HIS ALBUM IS COMING OUT THIS YEAR SOMETIME O:

definitely gonna buy it :D and i honestly think Adam had one of the most fantastic self-extreme makeovers in the history of self-extreme makeovers:

back in middle school:

O_O yea omfg this was him donkey years ago.

he looks like someone who can participate in Beauty and the Geek no offence..but i bet he had a great voice then :D

back in high school:

okay he looks better..and HE LOOKS LIKE THE ULTIMATE GOODY-TWO-SHOES! ><

and now:

what a drastic transformation..he looks damn cool now. knows how to style himself and he has 3 ear holes. [ i have none, how ironic!] AND HE SLIMMED DOWN LIKE CRAZY.

i chose this picture cause everyone seems to like 'the blue stripe in his hair'.

oh well i love it too, it looks cool.

and he used to have red and green stripes too but his hairstylist washed them off -_-

and oh, tag replies :

wenjia: i've already gotten over his loss don't worry! now he doesn't have
to be the slave of american idol and get signed to whatever record company he
wants to be signed onto.
HEYAO#: guess she doesn't know the fine line between enthu and irritating,
sorry -_-
wenjia: yea i can barely hear kris at all lah omg
rachelll: YES HE IS THE BEST EVERRR ;D
HEYAO#: yes in his current photos, he always looks very cool! btw that
picture was kind of like a candid shot of him xD and i nearly vomited when
nigahiga started kissing the phone xD
rachelll: yups i totally agree, he's one cute person x3
HEYAO#: yes i love his highlights :D
sx: you are just jealous that your butt is bigger than his woman! and see
omg everyone loves adam's blue streak xD
LYNNN: WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?adam to me is like JMAC TO YOU<3
ken: heyyys babe :D yea i saw your post! meaningful stuff, just that where
did your tagboard go to? and yes ADAM LAMBERT FOREVER<3
wenjia: lol like i care or bother. people can ask me to find an undeleted
video lol!

okay that's about it. and you should go to kaonn's blog, nice post about Adam there :D

-`SH

"all my life,watching America..."

2009-05-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

" Desperate, but not hopeless
I feel so useless in a Murder City"
-Murder City, Green Day

that's how i feel. really undeniably useless. i know i definitely can't blame myself for not voting cause i for one, am not American. nor do i have enough to download dialidol and stream votes for him through the net. it's just that, to me it's just so terribly infuritaing and frustrating that the one who was the most deserving didn't win it.
once i got sixian's sms, i had this sinking feeling that the horrid little though at the back of my head really came true. i was in disbelief initially. but once i got my dad's sms which read " don't cry - kris won" the reality of it just came crashing down upon me.
to many, this sadness of mine might seem meagre and stupid, cause i do not even know adam personally and i'm not like his cousin or anything, i'm just one out of his million fans. i doubt if he even knows that Singapore exists. but the thing that made me sad was that, to me, it was so unfair that THE BETTER SINGER AND MORE VERSATILE ARTIST did not win.
this is the best evidence that Kris has a much weaker voice than Adam:

at the "we are the champions" chorus, it was so evident that Adam practically drowned out Kris effortlessly. i had no idea that Kris was singing then until i saw him open his mouth -_-

well at least Adam had fun singing with his idols Kiss and Queen :D and i bet he's gonna be like Chris Daughtry, didn't win but was loads more successful. and he doesn't have to stick with Kara's sucky song "No Boundaries". it honestly sounded like Miley Cyrus's "The Climb".

all the best to Adam in the future i guess! i'll definitely buy his album :D

and don't give me that weird look!
to me and millions of others, you are the real STAR.

-`SH
p.s sad gay twisted manga like Boys Next Door do help really well in going into emo-mood - overdrive.

put a smile on my face

2009-05-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

NigaHiga never ever fails to amuse me :D

Movies in Minutes! X-men Origins: Wolverine
and

parody of Leona Lewis's "better in time"

that way ming won't be disturbed by Sarah Palin anymore

-`SH

about a girl

2009-05-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

about a girl - Nirvana

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I need an easy friendI do, With a ear to lend
I do, Think you fit this shoe
I do,
But you have a clue
Take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night.
Free...
I do
I'm standing in your line
I do, Hope you have the time
I do, Pick up number two
I do, Keep a date with you
Take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night.
Free...I do
I need an easy friend
I do, With a ear to lend
I do, Think you fit this shoe
I do, But you have a clue
Take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night, no I can't see you every night...free
I do...
I do...
I do...
I do...
--
long live Nirvana and Kurt Cobain and darn it;
Lit Mentorship Test is a huge worry while my body aches.
-`SH

just one second changes it all.

2009-05-14T03:43:00.001-07:00

back from NAPFA.
well i think i did okay. had 2As, 2Bs and 1D [inclined pull-ups]
much better than last year, i know i cried when i finished the whole NAPFA cause i slipped when i was doing my second inclined pull-up,failed and didn't get a chance have a retry.
and from NAPFA you honestly learn that everyone second counts, it's really crucial to your grading! and just one second can move you one grade up, honestly.
and this is surprising, i'm blogging at 6.43pm, a time where i'd be normally mugging like crazy.
guess the Vesak day holiday gave me some time to do math written task. and i chionged my chinese sia in one night, thursday night. and finally on Saturday night i'm going to the Hyatt to eat, after much post-poning and watch Star Trek. oh and all blocks for me are over.
and i'm busy watching all kinds of crappy Britain's Got Talent videos.
there's this guy called Mr Methane who can fart musical symphonies, and he even made a green-purple costume for himself. how cute.
tomorrow's Lit mentorship test, kinda worried. really really hope i can get in cause i really want it. it's not like i'm just some half-hearted ass who gives people the blank look when they're asked why they want to join lit mentorship and say " i dont't know, just try lah."
hello excuse me if you don't really want it and don't know why the hell do you join? you're practically denying someone from a place in this prestigous programme.
i guess i shall take it as a challenge for me and i'll try my very best to get in.
if i don't, i guess i shall aceept the plain fact that i am not good enough. and ohmygee getting back LA blocks tomorrow. as usual zhi ping shall beat me and i shall be as mediocre as always :]
i guess i can relax now but i still have to do physics SIA and another component of the Chinese SIA but for now i can relax. thank god i do need a breather.
and OH DANNY GOKEY'S OUT :D
yay so i guess it's a showdown between Adam and Kris then.
hope Glambert wins (;

-`SH

p.s let's pray to God that i'll do okay for NAPFA 2.4km run tomorrow

signal fire;

2009-05-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

it's 9:18 and i'm blogging while msn-ing to lovely stella :D
we had a nice swearing session i must say, really great to practice swearing in a grammatically correct way. and Mas Selamat was captured. yippeekayyay.
oh here's the uber cute video with adam getting chased by TMZ:

the ending of the conversation was so awkward! but the girls adam were with don't look too bad. i think the blonde one was pretty and she looked rather agitated. and gee adam, i bet you're the only guy on the universe who asks the papparazzi "how are you?" in such a friendly and genuine manner.
and oh my favourite song now.
I LOVE YOU EMINEM, YOU BROUGHT HIPHOP BACK TO LIFE FROM THAT TPAIN SHIT.

Eminem - We Made You
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Guess Who

You Miss me?

Jessica Simpson sing the chorus

Jessica Simpson – (Eminem) (CHORUS)

When you walked through the door

It was clear to me (clear to me) Y

ou’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see)

You’re a … rock star (baby)

Everybody wants you (everybody wants you)

Player…

Who can really blame you (who can really blame you)

We're the ones who (chicka) made you

*cough, cough*

(VERSE ONE) Back by popular demand

Now pop a little Zantac or ant'-acid if you can

You're ready to tackle any task that is at hand

How does it feel, is it fantastic, is it grand?

Well look at all the massive masses in the stands

Shady man… no don’t massacre the fans

Damn, I think Kim Kardashians a man

She stomped him just cause he asked to put his hands

On her massive Gluteus maximus again

Squeeze it, then Squish it, then pass it to her friend

Can he come back as nasty as he can

Yes he can, can, don’t ask me this again

He does not mean to lesbian offend

But Lindsay please come back to seeing men

Samantha’s a 2, You’re practically a 10

I know you want me girl, In fact I see your grin (Now come in girl)

(CHORUS)

When you walked through the door

It was clear to me (clear to me)

You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to
see)

You’re a … rock star (baby)

Everybody wants you (everybody wants you)

Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you)

We're the ones who made you

(VERSE TWO)

The enforcer, looking for more women to torture

Walk up to the cutest girl and Charlie Horse her

Sorry Portia, but what’s Ellen DeGeneres

Have that I don't, are you telling me tenderness?

Well I can be as gentle and as smooth as a gentleman

Give me my ventolin inhaler and 2 xenedrine

And I'll invite Sarah Palin out to dinner then Nail her,

'Baby say hello to my little friend'

Brit f’rget K-Fed let’s cut off the middle man

Forget him or your gonna end up in the hospital again

And this time it won’t be for the Ritalin binge

Forget them other men, girl pay them little atten-tion

A little did I mention, that Jennifer's in- Love with me

John Mayer so sit on the bench

Man I swear them other guys you give ‘em an inch

They take a mile, they got style, but it isn't Slim

(CHORUS) When you walked through the door

It was clear to me (clear to me)

You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see)

You’re a … rock star (baby)

Everybody wants you (everybody wants you)

Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you)

Were the ones who made you

(VERSE THREE)

And that’s why… my love

You'll never live without, I know you want me girl cause I can see you
checking me out

And baby, you know, you know you want me too

Don’t try to deny it baby, I’m the only one for you (Fart)

Damn girl I’m beginning to sprout an Alfalfa

Why should I wash my filthy mouth out

You think that’s bad you should hear the rest of my album

Never has there been such finesse and nostalgia

Man Cash, I don’t mean to mess up your gal but Jessica Alba put a breast in
my mouth (brrp) Wowzers, I just made a mess of my trousers

And they wonder why I keep dressing like Elvis

Lord help us he's back in his pink Alf shirt

Looking like someone shrinked his outfit

I think he’s about to flip

Jessica rest assure, Superman’s here to rescue ya

Can you blame me?

You’re my Amy, I’m your Blake

Matter fact make me a birthday cake

With a saw blade in it to make my jail break

Baby, I think you just met your soul mate (Now break it down girl)

(CHORUS)

When you walked through the door

It was clear to me (clear to me)

You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see)

You’re a … rock star (baby)

Everybody wants you (everybody wants you)

Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you)

Were the ones who made you

So baby, baby

Get down, down, down

Baby, get down, down down

Baby, get down, down down

Baby, get down, get down

Baby, get down, down down

Baby, get down, down down

Baby, get down, down down

Baby, get down, get down

Oh Amy, Rehab never looked so good, I can't wait, I’m going back!!

HAHA Whooo!

DR DRE, 2020, Yeah

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omg the lyrics are just way too funny. they spoofed Jessica Simpson,Kim kardashian,ellen degeneres, portia de rossi,lindsay lohan,britney spears,jennifer aniston,jessica alba,amy winehouse and SARAH PALIN omg.they spoofed STAR TREK too haha. and the person who spoofed Sarah Palin is a porn actress -_- and the person who spoofed britney is a GUY. his name is Derrick Barry and he appeared on America's Got Talent and he looks like this:

yes this is a guy.he'd honestly make a really hot girl! and he has got a better body than me and lee jun ki. even my dad thinks he's hot. here's him on america's got talent:

look at how shocked the judges when they asked for his name. i was too to be honest. my dad was like,"SHIT he's actually pretty hot..hotter than so many girls!" spot on daddy! and wow this is my most video clad post, 3 videos in one post! and i got back my math block test today. did okay, could've gotten better. and just to be random,sharon osbourne or rather the red haired cute old lady judge on america's got talent is so cute,i'd want her to be my grandma (:
and i hate people who insist they 'never study' when they do and get really high marks;
frick!

-`SH

brain dead;

2009-05-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

i math-ed from 12.15pm this morning to 9pm at night. of course with a couple of breaks in between.
my mind is honestly filled with math-math-math. and kudos to my dad for helping/teaching me. listening to "waking the demon" by Bullet for My Valentine. loud but nice, and my mum has honestly "woken the demon" in me yet again. i've given her silent treatment for 2 days now. ~~stupid bitch that loves to pick a fight with everyone when she feels shitty.~~
guess this song is perfect for my mood now.
and when i woke up in the morning the first thing she did was scream about what a little b*tch i am. so the first thing that made me happy today was reading the papers, especially the article on Adam Lambert in Life! . sounds rather bimbotic much, but honestly it made me feel a lot better, cause i was reading about someone that i like a lot and have been wanting the newspapers to feature in quite some time. i'll steal the article later on and take a picture of it and put it in my 'happy-art' file :D
oh now it's "Waking up in Vegas' by Katy Perry. [shits reminds me to buy her "One of the Boys album] somedays i honestly wish i could wake up in Vegas. it's a heck more interesting place than Singapore. somedays i feel i have no life. well at least i get to watch American Idol.
oh AND I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT ADAM WAS IN THE BOTTOM 2 FOR THIS WEEK'S.
stupid that i, a fan from overseas wants to vote for him, unlike the people who can
-_-
oh wow Adam singing "The Prayer":

this song is so darn hard to sing ------ many many high notes, and Adam gee whiz you've nailed them all! and you look hot in the video :D but the female singer is great too. this is why he should win American Idol! hope 100 million more people would vote for him next week..

-`SH

schizer

2009-04-28T07:28:00.001-07:00

am i a total nerd to love how cool Gambit is when he doesn't even exist and that all the stunts in here are just CGI?
god X-Men Origins: Wolverine opens tomorrow and i'm so hyped over it; unlike the bloody chinese block test -_-

let's move on to something more realistic; i've got a new vid of Adam krumping :D [yes i am a total lame-tard]

awww he's laughing at himself again! and yea the song is "When I Grow Up" by the PussyCat Dolls. to me, it's kind of a weird song choice; especially at the "when i grow up, (something something...) i wanna have boobies" for god's sake there are MALE contestants, which one of them want 'moobs'? which means 'man boobs', and you only get them if you're fat -_-

oh and i have finally found the video of the Top 7 dancing to Michael Jackson's "shake your body" and it's in this link: http://www.americanidolfan.net/2009/04/american-idol-42209-top-7-disco-results-recap-video-who-got-voted-off-american-idol.html

second video from the top. and again Adam's the only one not wearing shades and he's like, always in the middle. [is there some favouritism from Paula, who choreographed this? O_O]

and damn, SO GONNA FAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL CHINESE TOMORROW

wish me luck;

-`SH

let's dance and shout

2009-04-24T07:08:00.001-07:00

yes i know i am crazy but don't you find this dance performace by the finalists kinda cute? and thank god Adam is not wearing those retarded shades the rest were wearing. and we was always dancing in the middle. and this dance was choreographed by Paula. hmmm do we sense some favouritism here? :D

-`SH

Life in Cartoon Motion

2009-04-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

whoever made these American Idol comics is really awesome :D
and god that made Paula out to be some boy-crazy old lady -_-

but it adds for comedic effect.
and apparently, the few topics my dad and i have been discussing is school,Adam Lambert, the AWARE group war and gay rights.
talk about being controversial. and oh Adam Lambert pawns David Cook any day. David Cook is just a smug arrogant asshole who doesn't appreciate his fans. David Archuleta is so much better, what a sweet kid (:
and god Adam really sucks at krumping!

but it's kinda adorable, in how he keeps on laughing and shamelessly shows off his 'krumping skills'. but i've seen some video of him girating his hips like there's no tomorrow. hmmm, maybe he excels in different styles?

-`SH

21st Century Breakdown

2009-04-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

i just realised that i haven't posted in like nearly a million years.
well here i am, back. and honestly i wish "We Live in Singapura" by Hossan Leong was our national anthem:

isn't it great honestly? and yea he looks gay but i honestly don't think he is.
May sucks, period. i think the only time i'll be truly happy is when Green Day's newest album 21st Century Breakdown comes out on May 15th.by then all blocks will be over and i am so gonna buy it.
has anyone heard their latest single "know your enemy"? it honestly pawns. and i wonder when the american idol finals will be. i really hope Adam will be in. and i think my dad is finally suspecting that Adam's the dude in my display picture -_-
oh shits. and i honestly feel like watching Bishounen again.such a sad yet pretty movie starring Daniel Wu and Stephen Fung, who are like the hottest dudes in HK? i think my discussions about Daniel Wu with sixian have stirred this feeling inside me yet again.
and i feel like re-reading Junjou all over again too. [and yes i am straight thank you very much (: ] god notimenotimenotime.
and there's marco complaining HIS school life sucks [you're in an international school -_-];
and i want Bar Rafaeli's body. yes i wanna look like that:
THIS IMAGE HAS BEEN DELETED DUE TO POPLULAR VOTE. :D

to purify many people's minds, who have been corrupted by the sight of Bar Rafaeli's 'unsightly' huge boobs who seem implanted, i have put this image here:

awww, isn't it sweet? grafitti of teenage punks in love (: and this darn CD is currently the hottest thing on my 'wants' list now. other than that 32GB iPod touch. shit have to go back to the bloody chinese sia now. i think i've typed the words 'fu ai' at least a few thousands times now.

and my sympathies for Lynn D:

-`SH

guess who

2009-04-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

awww ain't he sweet? :D

destress;

2009-03-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

very retarded/lame/funny clip from the long running gag movie series, Scary Movie. [this is from Scary Movie 4 to be precise, and they're making fun of Ju-On or The Grudge.]

talk about 'real' japanese: "Nissan!Honda!Mitsubishi!" and "haragane tsunami kamikaze banzai" and they even give 'subtitles', wow.

well we do need some destressing after some time, don't we? so let's just watch some crap after slugging if off studying -_-

-`SH

drastic fantastic

2009-03-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

wow it's my 101th post. took me that long do get there didn't i?

and i apparently found some really shocking pictures of my favourite musicians. for example, my beloved Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance.

before he looked like this:

he looked like this back in high school:

so don't laugh at fat people.next time they'd be iconic,rich and popular musicians who are adored by loads of people everywhere, and here are you stuck in your tiny cubicle stuck as an office rat with low pay. i'm sure a lot of people know that i've liked him since i was 10 and his band pretty much introduced me to good music, not the trash like Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers. and Beth Ditto,the lead singer of American punk band The Gossip is 1.5m tall and 95kg, yet she's cool cause she can sing and make good music. tch, people who think fat people are gross are shallow.

and here's Tyson Ritter,lead singer of the All American Rejects. he's in the campaign for Hugo Boss's Orange Fall 2008 campaign:

woah he even grew some facial hair!

and here's how he looks like normally:

there are some resemblences, but they look pretty different still,due to his haircut i guess.and he was also fat last time, weighing 90KG when he was a teen. and his dad and brother kept teasing him about his weight until he was so pissed he decided to run 10km everyday to lose all the fats. talk about great determination. and now he's so skinny. but he looks great (to me). he's also dating Victoria Secret model Kim Smith,a very nice looking lady.

i told you fat people can succeed.

-`SH

cabaret superstar

2009-03-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert. the first American Idol contestant that I actually like that much.

rock on dude. no one can deny that you have an awesome voice which blows people away. people say that you and david cook share some resemblences, with both of your genres being rock, but seriously. david is so smug and kind of cocky to me, you are GENUINE. i cannot believe you weren't discovered before American Idol.

and the studio recording of you singing Michael Jackson's "Black or White" is pawnage. you hit notes that are practically impossible for any normal person to reach. (:

peace out;

walk the talk

2009-03-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

today we had the LA literature essay and I completed the Chinese lijiewenda. it really seemed that a huge load had been lifted off my shoulders and that's why i am slacking now.
really nothing to do now; guess i'll revise and stuff later. did some research for Geography SIA though. the disgusting amount of stress is still there though, with the numerous Block Tests.
i guess we all have to bear with it until kingdom come.

oh,and she asked me for the third time since i've known her," Shu Hui why do you walk like that ah?" i was so pissed i retorted,"can you don't ask me that any more?" she's making me seem like a freak. it's not that i have one leg which is significantly bigger than the other or that i walk with a limp or something. god, in all of the 13 years that i have lived, i have not met any one who has proposed to me a question as awkward as this. asking these kind of questions is like asking someone,'why are you so fat?' what's wrong with me walking the way i want? it's not that i am flashing while walking, so why are you so disturbed by the way i walk? are you unhappy about the way i walk, well sorry then i can't help it. you're the only person who's come up to me and said that you thought my walk was funny. well you are only one person out of 4 billion on this planet. and i'm not sorry that i am not going to walk nicely just to cater to your needs. now people don't exactly observe and see how the hell their feet are going whenever we start walking,now do we? personally i don't think YOUR walk is that great either. if you were supermodel Gisele Bundchen then maybe it'd be an exception but i think that Gisele would have the basic courtesy not to tell people that their walk is funny. yes i know that you are indirectly telling me that, damn it. i'm not stupid for god's sakes. and even your friend agreed that you shouldn't do this shit and it was very bad of you to do so. and personally i am shocked by your answer,which was,"never mind lah!only ask what!"
well i can't believe you don't realise that this is a sensitive question. how would you feel if i asked you why you walked funnily,hm? and this is the THIRD time you've asked this shit. don't you realise my irritation and anger? you can't be that daft now can you? and what makes me pissed is that you don't give a damn about how i feel. don't you understand that you are pestering me by asking such things? i think you wouldn't know about it until i say it to your face and spell it out for you.

think it's time for you to learn some social skills.
god`

-`SH

that last scream'

2009-03-09T05:31:00.000-07:00

ohgodohgodohgod.
Hotel 626 is one of the scariest games on the face of the earth. and it's developed by one of the least scariest companies in the world, aka Doritos. to trust a nacho company to develop one hell of a freaky game huh? so much for viral marketing.
anyway, i came to know about it from the sunday papers, article on it in the Life! section. it sounded cool so i decided to try it out. it's open from 6pm to 6am, kind of like the witching hours where people's imaginations tend to go into overdrive. and boy is it freaky. the sound effects are BRILLIANT for one thing and the visuals are too,they are so effing realistic. there are 10 levels, all not very difficult except the one when you have to try not to wake the DEMON BABY, which is so hard,and every time you wake her up she'll just suddenly appear in your face with her bloodshot eyes open and she's screaming and screaming and screaming.
and the room where you're locked with the lunatic is so spine-chilling, cause you're always running out of time. the main thing about the game is that it's creepiness level is sky high. you can get a heart attack from this game.
here's a tastebud on how the game is like:

nothing to say but scary shit am i right? it's even more shocking and disturbing than the photograph of a bald Britney! or maybe it's just that i am a scaredy-cat,but you have to admit that the sound effects make the hairs on your neck stand-up.
i recommend this game though,fun to play with friends, so that you can scream your heads off and stuff. and you just have to change your computer time to 6 and voila it's accessible in the day!

but,do try in on your own risk.

-`SH

dead and gone

2009-03-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

back from Lifeskills Camp and oh-so tired.
had a really good time though.
and thanks Zippy,Ser Yeen and last but not least,201 for rehearsing like crazy for the drama.
apparently a lot of classes thought our performance was great and thought that we would win.
~~i can't believe 205 beat us to it!~~
and i have found an anime/game which is a billion times worse than Junjou.apparently it was on my youtube account's "recommended videos list" and i watched it.it's called Enzai.
it was...horrible.and i just mentioned BDSM s** in my previous post. Enzai is...full of it,it happens like every minute and the characters in there just keep raping each other -_-
it originated as a yaoi/shotacon game which is for people "18 and up",and they made an OVA out of it.
god,it's just so horrible even for me.junjou is as innocent as Winnie the Pooh compared to it.
Japanese Otaku culture seems kinda screwed up to me now.

-`SH

3 pricks and a slash

2009-03-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

today for CCA we cleaned up the drama store.
i have to say we did a fantabulous job doing so,as now it's super spacious and we can finally see the window which had been blocked by countless junk.
oh how beautiful the view of the tennis court is.and we thought that we would never see it!and along the way we noticed a lot of goo everywhere;it was brownish-greenish in colour and it looked disgusting.
anyways,while cleaning up the drama store i suffered from a cut near the wrist and i had 3 splinters jabbed into my hand.i pulled them out.it was painful and i bled a bit.oh well since i'm not a masochist i didn't enjoy the experience at all.
i seriously wonder why people have BDSM s** in the first place,it's so awfully painful,kind of like self torture.and on a lighter note,my dad told me something really funny.
he said that someone he knew was a principal,and in that person's school there was a teacher who came from East Malaysia,so her pronunciation was kind of off. and one day for a class party she asked anyone wants to drink coke?innocent question,but when she said it,it sounded like,
"anyone wants to drink COCK?"
and the class kept on laughing and laughing.so bad,but really,kind of strange don't you think?i'm not making fun of people from Malaysia,but she seriously made a huge mistake.
and the camp tee colour combo is fugly.heidi and i were bitching about it in the morning.seriously,even my mum said that they shouldn't have used orange or maroon.my dad said that whoever had chosen the colour scheme had really bad taste and the colour combination was seriously off. pfft. at least it looks more mature than last year's.
and for that personality assessment workshop,i'm a CIS. wow,just change it a bit and i'm CSI.and preferbably New York please thank you very much.
and on a lighter note,here's a really cute performance by Hugh Jackman aka Wolverine at the Oscars:

Hugh Jackman rocks man,he can sing,dance and act.multi-talented much?
and i really hope LSC would be good fun(:

-`SH

divided i may be.

2009-02-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

i had a really interesting talk with sixian today.
apparently she told me that one of her classmates said,"I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO MARRY A SINGAPOREAN GUY." and sixian was like, i'm going to marry a French guy.
sadly i have to agree with her. somehow Gaspard is so perfect compared to the Singaporean guys I see everyday. I mean not to degrade them or anything but I just can't figure what's so attractive about them.

Well for one,the ones I know are shallow,childish,ah beng,crude,rude,dirty minded and really really selfish. and they aren't really cultured,except few. and a large number of them are such nerds. and some of them are okay, but most of the ones i've encountered are like gross shit.
there's this stupid HCI guy who tried to be the leader in the AEP trip who was so childish and had a really big ego. thank god the Victoria School people were so much better than him. they were nice and okay,sociable people.
and there are my mum's friend's kid's who keep bullying me whenever i go to their house for Chinese New Year. irritating shit,and they love to gossip about me cause i practically don't know most of the kids in the house. the parents are really nice but the kids are plain gross,especially the son. the older sister is okay cause she's like 18 and she's mature. the younger sis is like 5 and kinda bratty and noisy;but other than that she really doesn't bother me. the only reason i actually make the effort to go to my mum's friend's house is that whenever i go there,there are so many guests there that i collect like 10+ angpaos from that one place.
the only really really nice guy i know is kinda effeminate. he's my mum's bestie's son. he goes to ACS(I) and he's really nice. when i met him in p6,he bothered to TALK to me and he gave me CHAMPAGNE CHOCOLATE. and he let me play a game on his computer :D
and when i visited him this year CNY, i was like FREAK HOW THE HELL DID HE GROW SO TALL but he was still the same,kinda effeminate voice wise and he's in the National Cadet Corps? -_- but still really nice and polite,which is the main point.

another thing is,some Singaporean dudes tend to speak loads of Singlish. and when a girl wants to hear that she's loved she wouldn't want to hear,"eh i love you, you know chio bu?"
i didn't know about the term "chio" until like P6? guess i'm really angmoh-pai.
say whatever you want,i know there are some nice&cultured Singaporean guys but wouldn't it be so cool if you met someone who's from another country, let's just say, USA,UK,any European country and Korea and Japan? their whole culture is different from ours and you'd learn about each other's cultures when interacting with one another.

well that's my point and maybe you'd think it to be shallow or whatever. but that's my perspective for now. maybe it'd change.

and i really think that the lead singer of Antony and the Johnsons has a weird voice.
it just gives me the chills.

-`SH

catch me if i fall'

2009-02-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

If I Fall - The White Tie Affair

i freaking love this song.

and marco i can't believe you pierced your left ear twice. and thanks for introducing me to our 'new secret band'.

-`SH

don't ask cause i'm not telling.

junjou egoist

2009-02-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

yes i love this and i don't deny being really screwed.

at least i'm not like Janesy's ______ who likes it.

that's THE REAL SCREWED.

純情ロマンチカ

2009-02-20T05:23:00.000-08:00

i changed my blogskin since i was tired of the other one.
and today i screamed "nigger-lover" for the To Kill a Mockingbird roleplay thing.
i played the brat Francis. somehow i had the strange urge to scream YAOI LOVER and ser yeen was damn violent lah! -_- she made my hair so messy. okay what a bimbotic thing to say but yea. actually she wasn't too violent, and when we were 'fighting', the class was whooping like OMFG WTF. but it was all pure fun.
and now i'm watching Junjou Romantica. yea i am sicko. and i can't get the Junjou Romantica theme song out of my head. same with Queen's Bohemian Rhapsody. god that is such a beautiful song.
some days i wish i didn't go to school. next week we have the biology SPA and i need to write another chinese compo. some days i wish i could stay at home all day, just listening to music and sleeping. yes, what a boring life that is. but some days i am so tired that i don't want to do anything else any more.
but that's just wishful thinking.

-`SH

surprise,surprise

2009-02-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

it's been ages since i've posted.
oh wells, here i am updating i guess.

well for one,i am rather shocked our dearest assistant-monitor Ser Yeen is really corrupted. i thought she liked cute stuff and watched 'innocent' anime like Tsubasa. i guess i was seriously wrong. she watched Junjou Romantica. which is a really wonderfully nice anime featuring really cute soft toys like tiny chicks and really cuddly bears. oh yes, that's all there is to Junjou really.
OK BULL I'M LIKE LYING HERE. junjou is...only for sickos like Ser Yeen, Heyao and myself. enning might wanna watch it though seeing how addicted she is to Gravitation now(:

and today we went to Chinese Garden for a reckie trip. it was freaking hot there, and eventually Ser Yeen and i 'stripped' our umbrellas and later Ser Yeen had to take out her wushu jacket too. and Heyao was super high. we were like looking for places for our station. Lisha was really cute too ahaha(: and later when Ser Yeen got back, we took gay/emo photos like WTF yea but whatever(: then the guy form teach of 207 was like,"why are you standing around?" and all that other crap. Then on the journey there and back on the bus we were all super high. crapping all kinds of stuff. and oh i can't believe Val said she was 'very corrupted'. and Heyao was testing her 'levels of corruptedness' like LOL!
okay i think i shall end here.
i really need to finish Junjou Romantica ep 4 part 2/3 which has 25,208 views and is flagged by the youtube committee :D

-'SH

high school without the musical;

2009-02-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness.

lee jun ki in high school. he's the one on the left. thank god he changed his hairstyle; it was just so, eww then. the other guy on the right is some other korean star. well at least we know dearest LJK is not made out of plastic, guess he 'blossomed'?

and wow my last 5 or 6 posts have been all about him. but that's nothing compared to Jezamine!

-`SH

the rockstar of the '89

2009-02-01T05:12:00.000-08:00

this so darn cool:

rocker Jun Ki!
he looks good though(:
pics credited from dearest jezamine's wordpress @ kickingasses.wordpress.com
doesn't he remind anyone of Miyavi?

-`SH

808's and heartbreaks

2009-01-31T04:13:00.000-08:00

i had a dream about Lee Jun Ki last night. how amusing is that?
and oh here's a really cute video of him celebrating CNY in HongKong. i really didn't like the commentor's voices, they sound so...annoying. and lee jun ki was so cute when he spoke chinese! they like asked him to learn some cantonese terms for the food and he was so shy when these two really sexy girls were feeding him some CNY cakes. here's the first part of the CNY Lee Jun Ki special:

and here's the second part. they forced him to go write CHINESE CALLIGRAPHY and he was only taught how to write it in a few minutes? his result wasn't bad actually, for a first timer, i think his calligraphy's better than mine! and oh that calligraphy piece that he did was given to SOME DAMN LUCKY FAN. and like some other fans made him handmade CNY gifts and he like really appreciated it and gave them BIG HUGS. [shoot it should've been me!] and since they were so darn close to him, those fans did not want to get off the stage, so some security guard guy had to ask them to go off. and they showed him some Lion Dance thing and he has to dot the lion's eyes and stuff. [like what Ms Yap did at assembly, OMG IMAGINE IF HE WAS THE ONE DOING THE DOTTING] THEN HE RODE ON THE LION OMG I PITY THE TWO PEOPLE UNDERNEATH SINCE LJK'S 66KG.

so cute(: and i really cannot believe that Chia Wei brought the King and the Clown CD yesterday. he looks so so so pretty in there and he acted really well. and look at this:

he really brings some girls to shame. for example, ME. his stomach is so flat and his body shape is better than mine -_- these shots were taken from his first major movie The King and The Clown. really good movie,must watch for all his fans! and yea he's playing a female impersinator here cause last time in Korea girls werent allowed to work so in theatre troupes the female role was played by a guy. and he had to act really female-like here. so yea(:

let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

I must confess

that I am in love with my own sins

-'SH

87s and tellmewhatyou'rethinking"s

2009-01-30T05:39:00.000-08:00

i am so bloody tired, got home from CCA at 7pm. thank god Jermaine came home with me on the bus, her MD senior also was there. she was nice, name's Rosanne. hope she didn't think i was too loud or whatever.
anyways, i found the lamest shampoo advert i have ever seen and it made me laugh like some mental ward patient. it's Lee Jun Ki advertising for some CHINA BRAND SHAMPOO CALLED Longliqi Shampoo -_- he looks freaking gay and the advert is so damn freakishly lame:

I THINK THE BIGGEST PROBLEM IS THE CHINESE DUB. THAT GUY'S VOICE IS SO EFFING OFF. IT SOUNDS SO HORRID OMFG. LEE JUN KI ISN'T SOME OLD DUDE HE'S A HOT STRAPPING YOUNG MAN DOING REALLY WELL IN HIS CAREER. and the other problem the director asked him to do all those gay poses. i mean if it was a girl smoothening her hair back and stuff it wouldn't be too bad; it looks 'normal' in those shampoo ads. BUT IT'S THIS KOREAN GUY MEGASTAR.
oh well since he's quite popular in China i bet the company's intention is to get all his fans to buy that shampoo. i actually wouldn't mind buying it cause he did an advert for it just to see if that shampoo really does wonders!
anyways, here's lee jun ki modelling for some caucasian desginer:

such a refreshing change from the cornily stupid video. i think the designs have too much lace and look too extravagant. i mean who'd wear this on a normal basis?

and I LOVE VIVIENNE WESTWOOD.

let's take a look at the Queen of Punk Fashion's works:

i love this bag(:

her shoes are so cool luhhs, but imagine wearing these gams the whole day.

and here's Vivienne Westwood herself, modelling for her own brand. she's like 68 this year and doesn't seem to have any intention of stopping. she used to be a school teacher ohmygoose and now she's doing really edgy punk fashion. i wish i had her as LA teacher instead of ________.

damn cool socks and heels.

i want this bag like so much ):

rocking shoes seen in nana.

i so have to go to the UK one day to see her flagship store.

-`SH

if only;

2009-01-27T04:12:00.000-08:00

i wish Singapore had commercials like this:

Lee Jun Ki's advertising for a Pomegrate juice company by the way...
here's the second part to the above advertisment:

he's kinda girly but whatever, he's cute(:
i think Singapore ads are to boring luhhs, at least this catches your attention. with the guy singing about pomegrates and the guy singing is Korea's hugest star since Bae Yong Joon. i mean i see that stupid ad on New Moon Abalone and i don't feel like watching that channel any more. i guess i am rather blase and jaded. i bet if this pomegrate juice ad was shown here my dad'll be like,"IS THAT A GIRL OR A BOY? OH MY GOODNESS SO GIRLY A REAL MAN SHOULD NOT BEHAVE THIS WAY; IT'S JUST LIKE THAT 'GATSBY' ADVERTISEMENT LAST TIME OH GOODNESS!"
bleahs Dad :P i think he's like 965434578987 times prettier than all the girls in the video.
oh darn you Lee Jun Ki, made me so obsessed with you since 2005. wow that's 3 years! such dedication was unexpected on my part O: and now that pomegrate juice song is stuck in my head. -_-" shits and NOW I WANT TO DRINK THAT DARN JUICE
wish Jun Ki will come to Singapore one fine day.

-`SH

'85 and whatthehellohmyshit

2009-01-25T04:03:00.000-08:00

three words: WHAT THE HECK

you know when Demi Lovato admitted that her 'celebrity crush' was ~~my darling~~ William Beckett, who's my celeb crush too, i kind of gave a banshee-like scream.

Demi's the girl from Camp Rock and William Beckett's the lead singer of indie rock band The Academy Is... [yes the ... are part of the band name] and btw The Academy Is... sang the song "about a girl" i love that song, it's really nice(:

how different can their music sound like? one's another starlet that Disney has put out to churn more money with all those bubblegum pop ditties she sings. have you heard the song "Get Back" by her? the part where she screams practically gave me the shivers.

as for William he's in a good band that writes their own songs and like William is the primary lyricist there? and he can write poems and has his own blog. he also set up a website called "Mondayeyes" for people who like literature to join and post their own works. i've read several poems written by him and i'm telling you he can score 90+ marks for LA O:

and to boot he's a great singer with a wide vocal range and does great lives too. not some poser freak. i mean Demi's singing is okay but based on true musical talent i'm not so sure, cause all the Disney songs that are coming out are mostly written by other people. nothing wrong with that but the lyrics are just so lame.

and btw here's another picture that's food for thought:

LOOK CLOSELY AT THE PHOTO ON THE UPPER LEFT.

SHE LIKE PRACTICALLY FRAMED UP HER PHOTO WITH WILLIAM.

so lucky man omg i wish i could meet William! he actually came for Singfest '07 with Cobra Starship and Gym Class Heroes etc. i seriously wish i went cause i was looking at some random girl's blog and she went to Singfest '07 and got to take a photo with THE LEAD SINGER OF COBRA STARSHIP GABE SAPORTA AND TOOK A PHOTO OF WILLIAM RAWRR!

and i found the girl's blog and stole these pics from her:

William arriving at Fort Canning Park where Singfest was held. ohmygoose all the security personnel look so short next to him! well William is 193cm tall!

Butcher! or the drummer from The Academy Is...! he paints which is so cool(:

William singing. damn i think his jean size is SMALLER THAN MINE O:

Butcher drumming! :D

Travis McCoy from Gym Classic Heroes!

awww Travis and William hugging! :D

the more i look at these photos, the more my heart BURNS! i so so so wished i could've gone to that as my favourite bands played there. shits man -_-

anyways, credits to all the pics are from: http://sibuktrons.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html damn it she even went to the Heroes in Singapore thing where some of the stars from the TV show Heroes came to Singapore! the pics are there on that page too. i so wanted to meet Masi Oka! D:

btw here's the vid where Demi confesses his love for William at some Camp Rock premiere:

oh darn it;

-`SH

fated uglies and happy holidays

2009-01-24T06:17:00.001-08:00

OH MY GOOSE.
what an ugly ugly boy he was!
this is ROBERT PATTINSON WHEN HE WAS 13 for your information.
i guess once you're ugly, you're forever ugly.
though there's something disturbingly pornographic about this whole thing.gives me the shivers.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

-`SH

sevani

2009-01-22T05:08:00.001-08:00

recently heyao discovered that my blog wasn't banned by the school filters anymore.
so YAY! :D
i guess talking about really 'wholesome and good and pure ~~and kiddy~~' Disney did the trick. you know after watching all those vids with Nick Pitera in them, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STOP WATCHING THEM NOW O: i would say that it's something close to an addiction and i can never watch anything else until i rewatch him singing some song where he sings like a girl so so beautifully. i think i am becoming some obsessed fan of is. anyways, i hope he releases a CD; i'd definitely buy it!

i showed him to my dad the other day and my dad was like, "OMG he's so good!" and my mum said that he was cute. i think he should get a recording contract or something, if he doesn't that'd be really unfair. and today we were talking about beauty and good looking people for some strange reason why. my mum said that if a guy wants to look good, he should look more like Takeshi Kaneshiro, or for a girl, more like Gisele Bundchen and Heidi Klum. and my dad gave me a different answer. he was like,'NO IF A GIRL WANTS TO LOOK BETTER SHE SHOULD LOOK LIKE WUZUN!'

i mean like OMFG WTFF dad! i think his favourite effeminate looking guy to talk about is Wuzun, after seeing him in that darned 'Butterfly Lovers' advertisement. when i went to China for hols, we were at this pearl shop which were run by Koreans. then they were trying to sell us their "Pearl Cream" thingo which is supposed to make one's skin smoother. while the presenter lady was like talking about that Pearl Powder thing; my dad was stoning away.
then when the lady was finished with promoting the product. this male sales assistant called my dad over. so my blur blur dad went over and that male sales assistant applied the Pearl Cream on his hand while explaining it's wonders. then after having his METROSEXUAL MOMENT,my dad exclaimed," MY HAND IS NOW WUZUN SMOOTH!" like wahahahha!
then when we were walking around the Summer Palace in Chengde, he crapped some gay story to me.here it goes:

during the war between China and the Mongols, shuaige A and shuaige B go
off to war. meinu A and meinu B await their return. meinu A is in
love with shuaige A, but shuaige A is in love with meinu B, but meinu B is
in love with shuaige B, but shuaige B is in love with SHUAIGE A. then shuaige A
and B go to war. then they somehow feel passion for each other since they are no
women around. shuaige B confesses his love to shuaige A. shuaige A is so
touched, and falls in love with shuaige B too. they frolick among the grass
plains during their free time near their post at The Great Wall. in the end,
shuaige A and B die from HIV AIDS contracted from each other and they die. meinu
A and B have stopped waiting for them to return and married angmohs, where they
are rich tai tais.
okay THE END!

when he told me this 'story' on the bus, I NEARLY PEED. cause when the weather's cold you normally feel like peeing; and he kept making me laugh with all this bullsh*t!
anyways, i am here to profess my 'love' for darling ADAM SEVANI! or 'moose' from StepUp 2 the movie, and Cassie got to kiss him in the movie! O_O lucky girl, i don't think i'll have any chance meeting him, despite the small age gap. [yes he's 17 this year :D] yea i know he isn't hot in the 'normal' manner but he's so cute, in the nerdy way. look at him dance here, very impressive:

it's a scene taking from Step Up 2. he's the guy in the middle with the cap. he makes every move look so darn easy luhhs. and here's him again teaching some people HIS choreography:

he's the guy with the cap again. omg i feel like a failure whenever i watch him dance. i can't dance, i can't sing, i can't do anything! anyways, here's something darling heyao made up for me one fine day when she was in the shower:

your idol is Franco, you have a friend called Marco and you are a
Sicko!

oh my!everything's true though haha!
happy chinese new year everyone(:

-`SH

disney= whatever

2009-01-17T04:44:00.000-08:00

for music we're learning how to sing "When You Believe" from the really nice cartoon 'The Prince of Egypt'. it really stirred up a lot of memories from long ago. it stirred memories about the old Disney,where they made real classics such as The Lion King,Aladdin,Tarzan,The Little Mermaid,Pochohantas,Beauty and the Beast,Mulan etc. [yes i do know that The Prince of Egypt was made my Dreamworks but yea]
and because of that music lesson i decided to go to dearest youtube and have a good listen of all the songs from my childhood.you know i really pity all the young kids these days who have the impression that Disney is all about The Jonas Brothers and Hannah Montana and High School Musical.
this is the commercialized Disney where dreams are only about money and fame,not making great cartoons that touch the heart.i really miss those Disney classics,i'd watch them again and again,with their really nice songs and good storyline.i mean the songs are so much more meaningful than 'I'M BREAKING FREE' and 'I WANNA BE A ROCK STAR' or 'THIS IS REAL,THIS IS ME'.
these are the normal formulaic shit music that churns out of some bubblegum pop machine.no real melody,no real meanings to the lyrics.just some kid who wants to find out who he/she really is blah blah blah.
when i watched Disney cartoons last time,i'd used to feel really emotionally connected to the characters,now the only emotions i feel for those characters are disgust and irritation.i actually cried after watching The Lion King and Tarzan but now hardly any movies have ever succeeded in making me cry other than the really sad gay movies but i shan't go into that.
and while i was listening to countless Disney song videos,i found this guy called Nick Pitera whose got a lovely voice which can hit higher notes than most girls can.it's kinda disturbing at first but once you close your eyes and listen you'd find that he has got a really lovely voice actually.and yes it is his natural voice and he can sing in his normal tenor pitch but i think he wanted to show case this unique talent of him being able to sing really nicely in a falsetto.
here's him singing 'Part of Your World' from The Little Mermaid:

i kind of wish i could sing like him.he seriously owns all those actresses-who-switch-to-singing-to-make-more-money like Hilary Duff and Lindsay Lohan. he pawns Rihanna too,her lives aren't too impressive.this guy has a very wide range and can reach several octaves! i don't think i even have the range of one octave...anyways,TAG REPLIES:

hilary//: you seriously aren't the fangirl-ing type
man!last time during table tennis CCA so serious -_- and yea i still love DBSK
and you should try out Big Bang too,they're more hiphop but also pretty good :D
kay,shall link(:
Clar//: EH?!how come you don't have one?
O_O
sx//: i posted the previous post the day before friday
aka thursday woman.and i said that i HOPED that they were gonna be nice LOL. and
yea gaspard nicer but for the moment i like him cause he has current movies out
and he's like the sexiest 30 year old alive currently!
yueling//: OMFG do not fall for her 'womanly charms'
yueling and you and regine shall persevere!btw i can't wait to suan lynn on
BAE!
HEYAO#//: haha yes! he's like my current fav now! :D
other than darling Gaspard of course!

guess that's it!(:

-`SH

tell me something new`

2009-01-15T03:10:00.000-08:00

okay i am updating now,and for some weird reason my blog can't be accessed on the school comp.guess they feel i've got some 'adult content' going on. -_-

i mean i have less adult content than-

oh well i shall not blog about 'adult content' for the time being now.my goal is to let my blog be able to be accessed on the school comps like LOL.

tomorrow the new sec ones are coming,hope they're nice :D

currently watching all kinds of weird South Park videos.so vulgar,so crude but whatever i love it.so do millions of people around the world too.and cartman is cool :D

so i am going to post some really non R-rated stuff like:

yes he looks like he's scratching his armpit -_- but i love his expression!

a la vogue! and yea he is so the new James Dean(:

you know if they're gonna ban me still after this i don't know what they want seriously!

btw i freaking lovelovelove my mortal,cutest girl ever :D

-`SH

808's and heartbreaks

2009-01-12T05:19:00.000-08:00

here to revive this blog(:
sec one orientation was okay i guess,the sec ones seemed kinda noob at first but after that they became livelier and stuff.kinda scary that everyday in each sec one classroom everything was deathly quiet O.O
using my the home pc now cause i was busy watching the golden globe awards so i didn't like switch on my comp like bleahhs.
and DAMNIT SEAN PENN DIDN'T WIN THE GOLDEN GLOBE FOR BEST ACTOR RAWRRR.
Mickey Rourke won.oh well at least him rather than some other person cause poor mr rourke hasn't had a very good career after some movies in the 80's. poor guy,so happy that he's getting his big break again.
and i hope Sean Penn wins an Oscar or something you know i was so angry when he didn't win for his role in I am Sam.that was such a touching/sad movie and he played the role of Sam [the mentally retarded father trying to gain custody of his kid] so so well.i was practically crying through out the whole movie.great movie everyone should watch.
i was so happy he won the Oscar for Mystic River,i mean he's such a good actor who really deserves it!and i watched the first 40 mins of Milk.great great stuff.
gay movie like whatever!it's such an inspirational story about people fighting for their rights.Sean Penn gave the performance of his life here,as USA's first openly gay state official Harvey Milk.the supporting cast played by Josh Brolin,Emile Hirsch,Diego Luna and James Franco was fantastic.
Josh Brolin did a great job portraying the conservative Dan White who later assasinated Milk and the mayor.he wasn't just some one-dimensional conservative anti-gay villain.you actually feel for him.
Emile Hirsch was the cutest cutest cutest thing in this movie.he looked so different compared to Speed Racer and Into the Wild.he had the really fluffy and big hairdo with the giant specs?and he was good as the young activist Cleve Jones,who was mentored by Milk :D
Diego Luna was so sweet in this movies luhhs as Jack Lira.but he was so...unbalanced O_O anyways i thought he looked like some crack addict from the trailer omg with the beard? i had no idea he was the smexy dancing waiter in Dirty Dancing:Havana Nights who i had a short passion for.the trailer for Dirty Dancing made me love him for like 3 months?
that's not bad actually,cause i have even shorter passions for some,like WILL SMITH hahaha!
and JAMES FRANCO is like so different that he was in the other movies here. for example in Spiderman 1,2 and 3 he was Harry Osbourne and he was in Flyboys and The Pineapple Express? Now he's Scott Smith in Milk. not bad performance man i don't think i can kiss someone of the same gender with that much passion as you did!and i think his crooked smiles really killed me in that movie.rawrrr
btw I LOVE MY MORTAL<3
-`SH

new beginnings come forth like a flame

2009-01-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

today's the 1st of january.
the first day of the whole 2009.
31st December 2009 may seem so far away now,but i bet when that that comes,i bet 1st jan '09 will feel just like yesterday.
school's going to start tomorrow,hope i am gonna be adjusted to 'school and homework' mode quickly if not i am so gonna die.
and i have to be a 'dajiejie' to the new secones now.the new secones on 113 to be accurate.
and i really hope i can manage to wake up tomorrow.and there's CCA like WTFOMFG.
so many worries!
all i can do is to try and be positive,with the good movies coming out next year and that i get to have a mortal :D
and OH!
i have a new combined blog with Clarissa at http://thedcube.blogspot.com.
it looks cool.and we together are called The Dinner Dress Duo by the way(:
click on the link to find out why the hell why!

and oh,this is our BANNER!

made by darling Clar! :D
happy new year everyone! [again]

-'SH

shadow of the day

2008-12-31T00:22:00.000-08:00

i still can't believe that today's the last day of the entire 2008.
it seems like only yesterday that i was back in sec one orientation and meeting my very loavble cca batchmates for the first time.guess time really does fly.
and here i am going to move on to sec two, a newbie PSL, going to like what,'educate' the lil' kids? i am taking 113,the smarty pants class. hopefully their high IQ shall be rubbed off me as well! just that i hope that they don't get dumber.
yesterday i went to orchard with my parents for an appointment,and before that we went to eat at the Cream Bistro at Pacific Plaza.
i had Tori Katsu Don while my Dad had some Korean beef dish and my Mum Chicken Pasta.
the food was okay i guess.the ambience nice.i think they should make their dished tastier if not they're gonna die out. [their business wasn't very good unfortunately]
i think the thing that seriously caught my eye were the waiters of all things.
there were three of them, two guys one girl.two chinese and one malay.
the malay guy was dressed as if he was waiting tables in a coffee shop. but he had his long hair slicked back and tied into a small ponytail,(as small as Daphne's),which was kind of cute.
the girl looked okay,she was wearing blue jeans and a black shirt.when she served me i saw that she had a tag round her neck.it said 'Coco'. must be her name.Coco.reminds me of Cocoa!
now for the last waiter,the one that really really shocked me.
his voice is so deep but...i think he's really effeminate. [well who said effeminate guys had to have high voices?]
and he sported some facial hair above his upper lip.that's okay.but the thing is,he was wearing makeup - eyeliner and some lipgloss(?), so it looked kind of...clashing.i think he'd look better if he shaved.

anyways,he wore so much jewellery,like bracelets and necklaces and rings.i think he wears more than me! [well duh,cause i don't wear any at all!]

and i really want to ask this guy:

HOW ON EARTH DO YOU STAY SO SKINNY?

yea i think he's the skinniest guy i've ever seen.he's skinnier than me and all of 101'08 except for Michelle and Rachel.AND HE'S LIKE SOME 30-SOMETHING GUY.

man i want to know his dieting plan! i think if he wrote some book on dieting i think like 97639876543456789 people would buy it. sheesh!

dad's irritated right now,cause the tv he ordered from Gain City hasn't arrived yet.oh wells.

and i think i shall end off right now,really love this new anime series i'm watching called Darker than Black.

i really like the main character Hei. he just so absocoolios with an equally awesome mask.i mean how many people can produce electrical charges? [yea one teen titan can -_-]

here he is:

Hei with the mask :D

Hei without the mask :D

i think i shall get back to watching it,ahaha.

btw,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D

-'SH

the caramell dance

2008-12-29T05:50:00.000-08:00

only someone with a heart made of stone will say this isn't cute.

the only electronica pop i actually enjoy listening to. and it's in Swedish by the way :D

Happy New Year everyone! 2009 and school's gonna start soon. [damn]

-'SH

christmas

2008-12-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE (:

FINITO'

2008-12-23T05:04:00.000-08:00

okays people, like BIG BIG ANNOUNCEMENT :D
I HAVE FREAKING FINISHED ALL OF MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK :D
YES. FULLY free and that i am so high from reading hard core SASUNARU yaoi.
yea hell yea i'm a PERV (;
yijing prefers the sweet ones while natalie [valerie's angel who's from MY pri school -_-] likes the plain smutty/hard core ones while i LOVE both.
i like...[how shall i put it?] VARIETY :D
but i think the smutty ones are huge turn-ons for fangirls who support SasuNaru.
the sweet ones are cute and give you that 'awwwww' feeling.
i think i find them more touching than stuff like 'Winter Sonata'.
i think i cackled when i found out what happened in the ending for that. [yea i am evil]
i found so many translated SasuNaru doujinshis off Youtube.
i found a really touching one,which GREATLY resembled Shippuden! :O
and all the characters in the doujinshi were like the characters themselves in the anime/manga.
and the plot was so also pretty good and i can actually see this happening in the anime. O_O
wow,impressive! and i prefer SasuNaru fanart with them as 16 year olds cause 12 year olds engaging in intimate acts is JUST SO WRONG.
it's like child/paedo porn. i mean like adult porn is okay cause they know what they're doing and they do that to earn money. but child/paedo porn is WRONG cause those poor kids are being taken advantage of!
okay this is a heavy topic which should be dealt by the UN and the police instead of some lowly individual like me -_-
ah now let me go back to the endless yaoi hentai reading :D

-'SH

the aftermath

2008-12-19T05:25:00.000-08:00

i'm back from CCA camp. [how obvious can this get?]
i'm kinda tired, but it was good fun,bonding with batchmates and cca mates.
we played an 'amazing race' organized by the sec 3s,went to trek up bukit timah hill and watched a korean movie called "100 days with Mr Arrogant" as well has Mr Ng's play called "Nevermind".

i wasn't too keen on the movie initially,but it turned out to be really funny except for the melodramatic ending which is just so ugh. AND THE GUY WAS SO UGLY.he was like flabby and he had a double chin coming,what kind of bishounen is that? I SO PREFER THE EVER SO SEXY LEE JUN KI(;
i have to say, "Nevermind" was really abstract. but i have to say the three actors did a good job commanding the stage.their energy was like darn high?
and daphne and i kept crapping about our OBSESSION the one and only,Shia Labeouf(:
so yea.
and somehow just now i've got my obsession for Gaspard back again.
check this short film with him inside,it's called Le Marais and directed by Gus van Sant and is part of the movie Paris Je'taime:

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that was cute wasn't it? x3

i'm sure most of you didn't understand, unless you like take French third lang,cos there are like no subs?

anyway,here's the basic storyline:

Gaspard comes into the shop with this lady, then as the lady is like deciding what cloth she should buy and stuff, Gaspard sees the shop's employee,the guy who's a skinhead.then he goes over to the guy, and starts talking to him about whether one believes in true love,and that he feels that the employee/skinhead guy is special. so Gaspard gives him his own number and asks the employee/skinhead guy to call him so they can talk. and like all this while, the skinhead employee guy seems really disinterested in the ~~sexy~~sincere Gaspard but the truth is,HE DOESN'TT UNDERSTAND WHAT GASPARD IS SAYING COS HE'S ENGLISH AND DOESN'T KNOW FRENCH.and like after Gaspard leaves with the lady,he like says to his boss,"i didn't understand what he was saying."

after i watched it i was like OMG Gaspard's efforts all wasted! D: well i guess you'd call it 'lost in translation'. the thing is, i'd wonder how the guy would react if Gaspard spoke in English. will he succumb? actually the thing is, if i were him, i wouldn't mind cos he's a hell lot hotter than a million other girls on the face of the earth and also that HE WANTS YOU. :O by the way, the character in there is also called Gaspard!xD

anyways,here are the tag replies:

hilary//: OMG i didn't you were such a big fan of DBSK! and yea i'll go tag
your blog with kaonn's URL later k?

sixian ;D//: wow thankyou so much sixian for complimenting my photoshopping
skills!xD and yea GASPARD IS DAMN SEXXAYE SIA. i also wanna buy the book too! D:
sounds darn interesting! and i think you can find it online, i'll inform you
when i find it :D and i say A movie him cos SOME PRODUCTION COMPANY IS DEALING
WITH 'TOMMY' TO MAKE A NEW VAMPIRE CHRONICLES MOVIE! :O that'll be one of my
worst nightmares can!
HEYAO#//: haha yea he is naturally ugly heyao!xD and YEA IT IS A GAY MOVIE.
sounds so nice right? :D i really wanna watch it! X3
wenjia//: haha yea it's GOOD right? my photoshopped pic of him?xD and the
thing is, they did put in effort but NOT ENOUGH. and you can say anything you
want about a movie on your blog,it's called freedom of speech lols. and yea
i'll tag.

done(;

-'SH

edward cullen

2008-12-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

god i LOVE photoshop(;

and i think i seriously love Gaspard Ulliel [again -_-"].i wanna watch his new film The Vintner's Luck.it's A 19th century fantasy romance set in France involving a winemaker who is visited by an angel once a year, until he falls in love with him.

more info:

Award winning New Zealander film director and screenwriter Niki Caro is set
to direct a screen adaptation of "The Vintner's Luck," an adaptation of the
acclaimed New Zealand novel of the same name by Elizabeth Knox, which Caro has
co-scripted with Joan Scheckel. The film revolves around Sobran Jordeau (Jérémie
Renier, right picture), a peasant winemaker in 19th century France and his
life-long relationship with Xas (Gaspard Ulliel, left picture), a male angel, as
they grapple with the sensual, sacred and profane while searching for the
perfect vintage.The Vintner’s Luck stars Jérémie Renier (A Love To Hide), Gaspard Ulliel (Hannibal Rising, Paris, je t'aime), Vera Farmiga (The Departed), Maria Ruiz and Keisha Castle-Hughes (who
starred in Caro's Whale Rider) and starts pre-production at the end of the year,
with principal photography starting in February 2008 in Auckland, New Zealand
before moving in March to the Burgundy region of France then to Belgium.
Source TV3 NZ

Gaspard is THE ANGEL :O well he is hawt ^^ the thing i'm wondering is, i thought that angels aren't supposed to fall in love or something?yes i know they're meant to love humans,generally as a race or form of existing life form but i have to say this story's INTERESTING.

here's the book cover:

it's pretty nice(; very artistic!oh man talking about ART,i hope i can finish my Commonwealth essay,AEP writing assignment and AEP drawing task by tomorrow.

well i think i can,i'll just have to start from dawn to dusk and enjoy my CCA camp :D

if not MY PARENTS ARE SO GONNA KILL ME :O

okay anyway i shall stare and think of darling Gaspard now to calm my mind before the tempest tomorrow.

isn't he gorgeous? :

i really hope he'll pull off his role as Xas,cos Xas is a difficult character to portray,as he's more mysterious than angelic.and he isn't your typical angel, as he is:

Xas is one of the best angels since William Blake's. He is not a pet, like
Clarence in ''It's a Wonderful Life,'' or a pest, like the angel who crashes
through the ceiling in Tony Kushner's ''Angels in America.'' His nature partakes
simultaneously of the devilish and the sublime. The heaven and hell he
describes, the afterlife he comes to understand, do not contradict the
traditional imagery, yet Xas's descriptions of them exude a cruel strangeness.
This vessel of fragile power is indeed a messenger -- the Greek origin of the
word ''angel'' -- but he cannot make us, or himself, understand his message
-Nina Auerbach (NY Times)

oh dang that sounds like a hard character!i really hope that Gaspard does a good job.[ i know that he's got the potential,after seeing him in Paris Je'taime and A Very Long Engagement]

good luck to Gaspard(: hope that he'll get his BIG BREAK and that he'll look good in whatever costume/clothes they're gonna fit him with O_O [i've got a feeling it's the white flowy cloth-like clothes that those angels painted in the walls of Cathedrals/Churches wear]

-'SH

drastic fantastic

2008-12-12T04:13:00.000-08:00

i just changed my blogskin,as all of you are aware of,i'm very sure of that.
not as bright as my old one but it has a certain cool edge to it,which i like. :D
and i'm almost done with the school holiday homework.
oh man it's GROSS D:
oh well,at least not as bad as my HCI tuition mate who's gotta do 11 book reviews like OMFG.
and i checked out Pete Doherty's band, Babyshambles and they're GOOD.
i love their songs "Delivery" and "F*** Forever".
i checked out Miyavi too.
and he's GOOD as well(;
VERY sexy voice and great guitar skills.
gotta be one of my favourite J-rock artists.
i like his songs "Selfish Love","A Wonderful World" and "Senor Senora Senorita".
Pete Doherty would look MUCH hotter if he wasn't so DRUGGED all the time.damn.
and Miyavi kinda reminds me of the Japanese version of Tom Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel,but with Bill's makeup.
and he's so slender that i feel so fat like omg!
and HOW THE HELL DOES HE

PLAY THE GUITAR LIKE A

GUITAR GOD OMG.(well i guess he is one!)
watch this video:

cover of Nirvana's "Blew".
i think his pronounciation is kinda off (duh he's Japanese but he's actually not bad!) but his guitar intro is FANTASTIC with the guitar slapping.
don't you feel like a total failure sometimes?
-'SH

Material Girl

2008-12-08T04:02:00.000-08:00

well,i did have a fruitful day of shopping yesterday.
i bought Hush's Christmas present-Tokio Hotel's original Schrei(;
and i bought Green Day's American Idiot[something i've been longing for a damn long time] and P!nk's Funhouse.both very nice albums LOL.
and i bought vol 4 and and the last vol of The Sandman.
yea i didn't buy in order,despite all the vols being available at Kinokuniya.
i bought the vols that interested me the most first.
oh god i love Dream!
he's such a intriguing character!for some strange reason he reminds me of Adrian Brody with super messy hair.guess the thin face and frame's there.and that...pained look somehow.
and i like Daniel,Dream's second form too.
he looks cute,with white hair!
so i have to thank my parents for spending their money on me!(:
but my mum can be such a Jekyll and Hyde,this morning she was really nice and friendly and just now she just like freaking blasted me and bullshitted the whole time and wasted my fucking hour.
and she keeps insisting on how shitty my behaviour is and how fucking STUPID i am.
what an ASHLOH don't you think?
that's German for asshole.
actually ashloh sounds too cute.
an the american asshole sounds too funny either.
so i turn to the Brits,where they say ARSEHOLE marvelously!
so SHITS and let's peace out.
listening to my beloved GREEN DAY now.
although they're old,their songs click with 'rebellious teens' like me.
they sing about how crappy the life of a teen can be so well.
maybe that's why i love Green Day oh-so much(;
-'SH

DESIRE

2008-12-04T03:30:00.001-08:00

OMG I SO WANNA WATCH THIS MOVIE. again!
SAW THE TRAILER.
FREAKING LOVED IT.
watched it.
loved it like hell.

AND I WANT THIS LEE JUN KI DOLL TOO.

looks cool and prettaye,just like him LOLs.

haha,maybe i'm a material girl! :}

-'shu hui

the king and the clown

2008-12-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

i just re-watched the Korean movie The King and The Clown.

man it's so sad!

i teared at the end i tell you.

and oh i have to say that Lee Jun Ki was so pretty in this role.

he showed off his acting chops too.

shows that he ain't just a pretty boy.

and apparently he can sing too.

heard a couple of his songs.

have to say that it's not bad considering that he's a actor/model!(;

and i have to say that Kam Woo-seong as Jang-sang was GOOD.

i have to applaud him for his acting skills,really solid performance coming from him.

oh man that concubine Nok-su is a BITCH.

anyways,lovely posters:

and some lovely screen shots :D :

damn he's so freaking beautiful!

but i love him loads though(;

and his skin is so smooth and fair.

should do some SK II:miracle water advertisement!

sure loads of people would buy it.

i mean c'mon,even a 'manly man' like daniel wu's advertising for L'oreal Man.

heard that lee jun ki's gonna go to the army for NS.

hope some creep won't hit on him or something.

[yea he ain't gay]

but since he has degrees in taekwando and other korean martial arts,i'm sure he can pretty much defend himself!(;

i think it's cool that he's a martial artist.

you wouldn't expect it looking at his feminine features.

guess you can't judge a book by it's cover then.

ah Jang-sang and Gong-gil!

i love both of them so much!

and oh crap i gotta go.

tuition at 8.30am tomorrow.

need to get my beauty sleep.

have so many pimples/black heads/white heads bursting out of my face,so unlike lee jun ki's perfect complexion.

sigh,some people have it all!

-'shu hui

Jigoku Shoujo

2008-11-27T03:33:00.000-08:00

"oh pitiful shadow lost in the darkness. bringing pain and torment to others, oh
damned soul wallowing in your sins. want to try dying once?"- Enma
Ai

woah,scary stuff eh?

but this is what the anime Jigoku Shoujo or Hell Girl(in english) is all about.

i'm watching the second season now,Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori.

finished the first season already a century ago.

and now the 3RD season's OUT.

omg i'm OUTDATED.

so i guess i'm catching up right now!

so an over view of it is:

"On the internet is a special website which can only be access at midnight.
The rumor is that if you enter the name of someone you seek revenge on the
Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl) will come and take them to hell. Her name is Enma
Ai a young girl with blood red eyes and a cold unwavering stare.

"While the anime has a main plot running through it each episode tends
to stand alone focusing on some person seeking revenge on another. When
someone makes a request through the website Enma comes to them and explains
how the contract works. The rule is that she will take the person to hell
immediately
however as compensation the person requesting revenge will also
go to hell, all be it when they die.

The requester is given a doll with a red string and told to except the
contract all they have to do is pull the string. Normally people spend quite a while wrestling with their conscience before finally deciding to pull the string.

After the contract has been made,Ai and here assistants ride to the
person riding in a flying coach with a burning wheel (actually one of the
assistants transformed into that). There then follows a kind of stalking where they attempt to show the person the error of there ways through an elaborate series
of often scary illusions. Finally the Jigoku Shoujo, dressed in a black floral
kimono, speaks a few chilling lines and send the person to hell seemingly
activating the flowers on her kimono."
-from http://hellgirl.animemahou.com/overview.html

and here are the characters:

Enma Ai,the Hell Girl.

i find her kinda cute/pretty actually!xD

Hone Onna or Bone Woman.

one of Ai's assistants,she ISN'T HUMAN.

she's a bone demon,a skeleton in her true form actually.

sexy lady!xD

wears a kimono and her obi(or belt) high,showing that she's a prostitute.

my NUMBER ONE FAVOURITE.

ICHIMOKU REN,one of Ai's assistants.

the BISHIE OR BISHOUNEN OF THE SERIES.

anyway he has the appearance of a hot young guy,but he's a spirit based on the one-

eyed rain god of Japanese folklore.

his current form given to him by Ai.

name means "a fleeting glance"

(oh man i wouldn't even a fleeting glance from him if he existed!)

BISHIE REN DRESSED AS A DELIVERY BOY AGAIN :D

oh and here's his eye on his head which he hides with considerable amounts of hair.

that's his special eye which he can project over great distances.

and it has an "eye flash" which is very bright and can shock people.

i don't know why but i find his "extra eye" cool.

oh well to me he's hell lot cooler than ER LANG SHEN from XI YOU JI!xD

and Ai's final assistant, Wanyudo!

a demon in the form of an old man.

looks frail but is GOOD in martial arts(;

he can transform himself into a flaming wheel which has his face on it ;D

cool old guy.

okay,i think i'm finished now.

covered most of the introduction..

hahas,just for trivia's sake,my dad told me that

HE SAW THIS LADY IN HIS OFFICE WHO HAD A GIANT A2

POSTER OF BAE YONG JOON PASTED ON THE WALLS OF

HER OFFICE CUBICLE! :D

omg right?

anyways,

tata!

need to carry on watching Jigoku Shoujo!xD

-'shu hui

phone/AFA

2008-11-24T01:19:00.000-08:00

hello world!

i have finally reached the pinnacle of civillization by purchasing a new phone!

here it is [looky-looky :D]

my my.i've come a million light years ahead from my battered Nokia 5300 XPress Music.

oh well,at least it served it's purpose.

somehow i wished NY wouldn't give HW in the Hols.

like WTH people are meant to be RELAXING.

not sweating and studying their asses off.

no wonder why Singapore is one of the most Myopic nations in the world.

bummer.

and yesterday was the Anime Festival Asia!

wish i could've gone,but i was getting my phone so yea.

cost $298.

a huge knockoff from it's original price of

$698

how scary is THAT?

thank god i waited.

my contract ended yesterday.

phew.

and apparently Jun went to the AFA yesterday and he said it SUCKED.

well,judging from the photos i'd seen on his facebook,they all kinda sucked actually.

except for some Kakashi guy which Mandy's friend was obsessed over (xD), and two girls/women/hot chicks cosplaying Final Fantasy characters.

Jun said that they were the "saving grace" of the whole thing.

well,it's understood.

apparently there was like a FAT kakashi and several FAT Narutos.

oh dear.

and there was an ugly L and Light.

where have all the BISHIES gone?

seriously.

hope next year's cosfest will be better.

-'shu hui

back from china/COSPLAY

2008-11-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

hey people! ;D

i'm back from China,and it was okay i guess.Beijing's very modern!and my dad was super bitchy and naughty through out the whole trip.hahas,surprising don't you find it?my dad's OLD but he's real fun. :D it was really cold there too,freezed my butts off.and oh oh oh!here comes the great CLIMAX,I SAW

SIM YANYING AT TIANJIN! ;D

talk about a pleasant surprise!by the way i went on a group tour,so i encountered some...'unique' individuals.hahas.i'm too tired to elaborate. xP i slept at midnight last night and surprisingly i woke up at 9am the next morning.normally i'd wake up at 12 noon or something.what a miracle.and i've found REALLY REALLY NICE COSPLAY PICS :D

i hope mandy can get some ideas!xD

this deviant art user Manes117,i went through his amazing gallery again and found more stuff he did:

Manes as Kyoya Ootori from Ouran High :}

Manes as some guy called Genma ;D

Manes as some guy called Shiki :D

Manes as Shiki again :D

some random guy as MY BELOVED KURAMA from the kick-ass anime/manga Yu Yu Hakusho ^0^

some guy as Lelouch Lamperouge from Code Geass!

this is for SIXIAN!XD

and for randomness's sake,i've thrown in this really absocoolios Vampire Chronicles fan art i found on deviant art. it's of Lestat and Louis,my favourite couple in VC.the shading is impressive,so is the expression on their faces :} THIS SHALL BE MY GOAL TO REACH THIS STANDARD OF ARTISTRY! :D

and i think i'm gonna get my NEW PHONE TOMORROW! :D YAY

gah,really tired/woozy now.

au revior

-'shu hui

gender benders/BOND,JAMES BOND"

2008-11-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

hellos people.

yesterday,when i was browsing through deviant art,i came across a certain cosplayer who cosplayed my beloved Kusuriuri.he did it quite well!and here are the pics:

pretty good don't you think?so,since he's so good,i decided to check out his gallery!and guess what i found,LOVELESS COSPLAY. like oh my gee.here it is:

he's the one on the right,Soubi.he's the first hot Soubi cosplayer i've ever seen cos the rest are girls dressing up as Soubi like WTF.Ritsuka looks a bit strange but who am i to judge?i haven't cosplayed before,but i know it requires seriously A LOT of effort.but not bad yea?and this is how he looks like in real life:

pretty cool yea?looks PERFECTLY MALE.wait til you see this:

i tell you i had the shock of my life when i saw this picture. this guy dressed up as a girl for fun[he's wearing a wig btw],and HE LOOKS PRETTIER THAN ME. :O so shocking!oh man these people have it all!and he can like,create AMVs,draw,paint etc. *JEALOUS* well who is he?actually i don't really know but i know he's deviant art user Manes117 and he's probably in his late teens and he's from China.he looks really Japanese though.guess there's a huge overlap with the Chinese,Koreans and Japanese.sometimes you can't really differentiate between them just by looking at them.actually you can,as they have distinctive looks each.but i bet all those ang mohs can't tell man.sighs.just like how we asians can't tell the diff from one ang moh to the other.but i kinda know how the scandinavians look like,the blonds with the blue eyes.the italians and greeks are brunette with dark eyes.

and oh!I JUST WATCHED JAMES BOND TODAY! :D

i think i'll give it 3.25 stars out of 5.it wasn't as good as Casino Royale.to me,the focus wasn't really there and was kinda confusing.there was no glamour to it as well,the 'grand schemes' are like,totally smaller?i mean controlling the water supply isn't as grand as taking over the world and building this uber big/powerful laser.and there were NO GADGETS!D: save for the touch-screen computer.and the gun he used to shoot with was TOO SMALL.so puny,i prefer the BIG guns,so much cooler LOLs!then when the silencer is put on them,it makes it look even more badass!it wasn't bad,the movie,but then it wasn't great either.it was MORE OVER-HYPED than BATMAN.sighs.i have to say Daniel Craig did a good job as Bond,and Judi Dench as M.i think that Gemma-something's role as agent Stawberry Fields(yes like WTF) was INCREDIBLY SHORT LIVED.she just went in there,got charmed,bedded(yes OMG) by Bond and then she DIED.lasted at the most 20 min of screen time.actually i expected Bond to bed Camille(played by Olga-something) more than Fields.all he did was give a short,passionate kiss.i was looking forward to something more LOLs!cos Bond beds at least 2 girls in one movie.always.don't you look at me,i've been watching Bond movies since i was 6 yea.actually normally 'the scenes of intimacy' are always at the end,but this time in was in the middle!so watch out for it all you fellow sickos out there!xD

and my dad was complaining about the show the whole time,like:

"omg the girl is so skinny and scrawny,so chaoda so emo!not nice at all man!bond girls should have CURVES!i prefer Jane Seymour and Halle Berry man!"

and

"the gun is TOO SMALL!should have the big one in the poster!"

and

"eh?!where's the scene in the poster where he holds the big gun in the middle of the desert?didn't even see it in the movie!haix..."

oh here's the 'big gun' in the poster he was talking about:

badass ain't it?nicer than the puny gun in the movie man!

well,that's about it(;

-'shu hui

C&D'08 and a new blogskin

2008-11-07T23:38:00.000-08:00

hellos.
got tagged by Mel and Rachel to do two quizzes,hem hem let's start with Rachel's one first,as she tagged moi first:
1.Do you have secrets?
of course(;
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
kinda depends don't you think?but i don't mind.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
depends seriously!o.O
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
whatever i want with it yo.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i'm not lesbian yo.so maybe not,unless she was a guy.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both are equally blessed. :D
7. List out your 15 favourite songs.
i don't have 15 favourites.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attatched, what would you do?
find someone else nicer and unattatched to like!
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
of course man.
10. What makes you angry?
unfairness,misunderstandings,sore losers,smart alecks,sycophants
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i guess i'll only find out then.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
loved ones and friends.
13. What is the most important thing in life?
too many to post(;
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
what kind of stupid question is this?! of course single and rich,then you can find a husband!xD
15. What is your favourite colour?
RED.BLACK.WHITE.GRRR TOO MANY!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
if my partner's worth all the effort.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
neither one.cos that isn't falling in love.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
no.
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
you're cool(;
20. What type of person will u fall in love with?
my true love i guess,or someone who's willing to love me back.
tagging 5 people to do this quiz:
anyone who wants to do it.(;

Okies!second quiz:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
dump him and wait for karma to get him(;
2. What will your dream wedding be like?
at the beach in Maldives/Mauritius,or in Space,or a really romantic setting in Europe.
3.On your wedding day, what would you like to see?
happy faces!nice dress,good food,friends and relatives and MCR/Green Day playing their set.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
kinda,as i haven't really figured out what i want to do in life :/
5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone who loves me for who i am,trusts me,is loyal,interesting,intelligent,and if really ideal,shares the same interests as me,and IS CHARISMATIC AND HAWT. xD
6. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Just find someone even better and NOT attatched to like then(;
7. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
of course!
8. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family,loved ones.and OBAMA omg he's gonna deal with so much crap going on!
9. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
rich and single.then at least my future's secure and i can find a husband(;
10.What's the first thing you do every morning?
roll around for a while in bed.
11. Would you give all in a relationship?
if my partner is also willing to give in that much as well.
12. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
neither cos that isn't called falling in love.
13. What type of friends do you like?
nice people whom i can connect with and who understand me.true friends(;
14. What type of friends do you dislike?
friends whom i dislike aren't called friends,they're enemies.
15. Are you a virgin?
the answer's kinda obvious man,though i'm not planning to be The 40 year old Virgin though.
16. Have you ever lied to your parents?
Yea.
17. What did you lie about?
forgot(;
18. Currently are you having any crush on anyone?
yeps.
19. Hint about him/her.
someone who i've known since i was 11.
20. Do you think the guy/girl knows?
uh,no.that'll be weird. 0.O
21.What phrases do you usually say when something unexpected happens?
OMG! or "uh..."
22. What annoys you the most?
annoying assholes.
23. What is your current obsession?
slacking and THE KUSURIURI!<3
24. Who do you short text the most these days?
friends,duh.or my parents in some important cases.
25. Who do you miss alot now?
Jun,Charm and THE KUSURIURI!
26. Which secondary school friend you miss the most right now?
uh..no one. O.o
27. Who do you idolize now?
the people at Toei Animation for producing Ayakashi and Mononoke! :}
28. Best girl friends?
some 6E'07-ers,some 101'08-ers and emo batch definitely(;
29. Best boy friends?
Jun.then i guess it should be "best guy friend" then.
30. Biggest fear?
dying early.
31. Favourite hang out place?
don't have one.
32. If you were to go out with a group of friends, who will you choose?
who i like(;
33. Made any new friends recently?
yeps.
34. What kind of mood are you in most of the time?
neutral,kinda depends.
35. Do you like the person who tagged you?
yeps! :D love mel loads!xD
Eight people I tag:
anyone who wants to do this quiz(;

okays now it's all done yea.oh if you have noticed i changed my blogskin(; it looks cute,i kinda like it! x3 and man i'm DYING to watch James Bond/Quantum of Solace now.it looks good.and i like the James Bond series.Need to do something to occupy myself as I've finished Ayakashi AND Mononoke.wish they could make a second season,that'll be really cool(;
ohhs,and 101 did great for C&D man!(; we can do it for fund raising as well! :D man crewing backstage was kinda sian,but someone has to do it yea?then zhang lao shi was behind,looking very sian also.i was a runner along with Amanda Ong.she's cute,along with Bethanie Bear!xD i think we did OK as backstage crew,no major screw-ups.so yea,good.
JIAYOU 101 FOR FUND RAISING AND THEATRE CLUB FOR CREWING!
we can do it ja(;
-'shu hui(;

Mr Medicine Seller/Kusuriuri

2008-11-04T05:32:00.000-08:00

WHEE!

*0*

HAHAHA!8D

:D
:D
^0^

watch out Constantine cos this immortal supernatural exorcist is coming your way(;

catch the Kusuriuri in Ayakashi Classic Japanese Horror and Mononoke,ever so cynical,smug,powerful and intelligent.

CRAZY ANIME FAN GIRL STATUS: OVERDRIVE

CRAZY ARTSY FARTSY FOOL STATUS: OVERDRIVE

oh yea,COOL CHARACTERS + GREAT ANIMATION/ARTWORK KICK ASS!

shu hui(;

randomised totally

2008-11-03T04:19:00.000-08:00

hey people.

tomorrow's like the US presidential elections,though i'm not related in any single way,i'm actually kinda scared/worried/excited/anxious.guess it's cos i've been following all the campaigning and stuff since last year,and now it's all up to tomorrow.my my,lots of stress in these few hours.this whole thing really reminds of the 'critically acclaimed' drama series The West Wing,don't you so? same tension there definitely.

now i'm listening to Mad as Rabbits by darling Panic at the Disco,it's really pleasant,reminiscient of The Beatles,and the duet Brendon and Ryan did was simply great,complemented each other's voices.ohhs,now it's Black Mamba by The Academy Is...Cool song too!:D William has a really good voice,jealous of him man!)<>

and i can't believe Marco actually asked me about "how many ex-es I had".HELLO dude i'm not the type to get a BF so early unlike you who got a GF when you were 10.woops,random.and i watched a bit of Disturbia.Shia LaBeouf's character,Kale,was as usual watching porno in his room.i mean like what's up with the characters that Shia plays?like in transformers,he's got porno under his bed.=.= sense the connection?

and i'm watching the MV for their song Northern Downpour.like oh my gosh they look so different.like BRENDON'S GROWING A FREAKING BEARD.i can see the FAINT OUTLINE of the up-and-coming BEARD.and Ryan should really leave his makeup on his face like last time.i used to be crazy of Ryan Ross cos i thought he looked freaking hawt with the eyeliner and that he was also PATD's contributing composer and song writer.then he had the really cool face makeup and stuff.I ACTUALLY LIKED HIM MORE THAN BRENDON ONCE.gah.then when i realised how...'different' he looked without the makeup,i was so shocked.guess makeup does wonders!you know i think PATD are kinda like The Killers in the sense that once they change their musical style,they change their looks drastically.O.o check it out:
PATD before in 2005
PATD now in 2008

The Killers before in 2005
The Killers now in 2007

see the difference?BIG isn't it?did some photoshopping yesterday too! :D

ROBERT DOWNEY JR!

haha he's pretty cool and he's a good actor(; now i'm currently watching the very beautifully done Ayakashi Japanese Classic Horror.oh man the Goddess of Dark Tower Arc was really touching.the art was GREAT too,of course the art for the other arcs were fantastic too,very artistic and well-done.SAMPLES:

Goblin Cat Arc
Promotional Cover

Yotsuya Ghost Story Arc
Goddess of Dark Tower Arc

cool yea?and yes i've found my love for anime back again!xD

toodles,

shu hui(;

photoshopped addict

2008-10-31T06:51:00.000-07:00

hellos people!

i have finally decided to use my adobe photoshop after what seemed like a century.and woah,it's so fun!for a first timer,i think my editing wasn't too bad.here it is:

this was my first attempt.picture of darling Gas in some ad with specs on,decided to edit it.
second attempt,darling Gas again.I cropped it,then did the background.turned out pretty okay! :D
attempt three,plain weird,changed Gas's skin colour and made the black and white/shadow contrast so big and used the brush to draw some crap over. O.o i don't like it either!
attempt four! :D my best one so far!i edited the picture done by devianart user Singul,this is his/her interpretation of Armand,from the vampire chronicles.i like edited the hair colour,skin tone,and even the t-shirt.now darling Armand's wearing a t-shirt with a print of Gaspard on it.Looks cool(; and i did the psychedelic background too.so happy for myself,and i'm really glad that i could like edit a darn cool photo.

so yea,these are the beginnings of my photoshopping days i guess! :D

oh shoot,GTG.

toodles!

shu hui(;

PUNK-ED UP;;

2008-10-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

hellos world!
oh man i just watched WANTED the other day.it was weird,over-the-top YET pretty darned cool.creative scene fights! xD and OMG angelina jolie has a GREAT BODY.*jealous*
oh dang tomorrow's the interclass captain's ball championships...SHIT.nevermind,shall try my best yeas?(; though i know u freaking SUCK. =.=
anyways,back to WANTED,i'm really happy for James Mcavoy.cool actor.great talent.darn sexy.i felt like slapping my dad when he said,"this guy isn't good looking at all man!really reminds me of Tobey Mcguire!" personally i think that Tobey's uglier BUT he's really good too!heartbreaking in The Cider House Rules,and DAMN FUNNY in Tropic Thunder.talk about versatilty and mainstream appeal. there was a part in the movie where he was like half naked,cos he came out of the shower.nice abs i tell you.bet he had to work out like siao.
and now i'm pretty darn crazed over stuart townsend due to his portryal of lestat in queen of the damned.he wasn't as good as Tom Cruise,but definitely MORE PHOTOGENIC.maybe if someone could join the two of them together,that'll be great.but omg he was damn sexy as lestat.like in Interview with the Vampire,poor Tom seemed as though he had a pimple on his cheek which was covered up with foundation/make up.i don't know.the 'lump' on his cheek irked me in the 'intense close-ups' of him.guess it's all relative.haix.
EOYs and Overalls were FINE :D pretty satisfied.so yea(;
au revior
shu hui

TAGS :D

2008-10-22T03:37:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna use this post to answer tags! :D
here we go:

Yue Ling: thanks! :D
Teresa:okies!
HEYAO#:I LOVE YOU TOO! :D
Ka Onn:haha man we're 'soul mates! xD
Yueling:thanks for the appreciation man!
♥ambie{:// don't be afraid!i still love you!xD
linsha: haha yea!and i'm replying when PSL camp's already OVER! O.O
wang wang: okies!shall relinko!
enning: YES I AGREE,EVEN THOUGH IT'S DAMN LATE NOW I STILL AGREE THAT
EOYS=PURE EVIL!!!!!
lynn:OH YES DARLING I LINKED YOU IN CAAAAAAAPS!
ka onn: o.o
♥ambie{: YES I CELEBRATED IT WITH MUCH JOY DARLING BELLA!
YY: haha thanks yanying!i'm sure you did too! :D
wang: dude like mine ended when u like posted that ._. but thanks for the
LUCKKKKK! :D
HEYAO#: the song is nice okkkkkkk?
ILOVEYIWEN: yes i think you're a babe! x3 and you take care too!(: really
hope to meet up with you soon!shall linko{:
HEYAO#: AGREED. *winks*
sixian: OH MAN LELOUCH IS ONE SMEXY GUY I AGREE.
HEYAO#: thanks for the consolidation heyao! :D
joey: yeps you kawaii joey! :D
Mel: thanks mel!glad you understand!(: and thanks again!yea it really
reminds me of scarlet too!
sixian ;D : haha omg that funny meh? o.o and no lah,your figure quite good
what! xD and yes maybe i'll poison their minds! ><
Joey:YES YOU CUTE!and omg you shutup lah JON. =.= and i'm not selected for
either,i'm in the aesthetics committee!
rachelll<3 :YES IT WAS THAT BAD.and thanks for the consolation girl!
love you(:
jingyi : OMG ur so cute! x3 and thanks for the complement!and no larh,don't
say that ur slow man,ur ok(:
sarah w: yeah i did ok.you?
ka onn: oohh ok.and okies!shall relinko(:
gaoge: YES YOU ARE ODIE.DO NOT DENY ITTTT!and you shutup ok???=.= and
yea!hope to work with you next year!
YY: it's not spam darling and i share the same sentiments as you do.i mean
can have criticism but like just to anyhow bash it like that,it's rude.
clare ;D : haha i love your 'butt theory'! and sorry darling! i'll LINK
you!<3333
annonymous: who are you man? =.=
POOTS: i love you darling!you are so cute and thanks! :DD
okays,done!
au revoir!

The Pretender

2008-10-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

hellos.
back from like PSL camp.how shall i put it,my experience was interesting.
that's all i'm saying.thank god i had my darling 'odie' aka gaoge with me if not it could've been a living hell.she kept insisting i look Garfield the fat cat when i smile,like WTH.but whatever,she's odie so yea.and the camp was actually quite fun. :D
we had like Amazing Race,some games and Night Trail.and we watched the movie Step Up as well.the story was really formulaic but the dancing and the music was GOOD.and Channing Tatum is so good at dancing!i mean he can like lift the girl so well as well as be so smooth on the dance floor.damn i'm jealous.not bad for an ex-model eh?
and like when we were sleeping in the conference room,someone's phone rang at like 12.30am.i was like darn pissed as well.and there were two people busy snoring away.okay i think that can't be helped cos like you can't control how you sleep.the room was dusty but we had air-conditioning. ;D i slept next to Cher and Shaole and Mandy and Linsha.and we were in front of the screen.good view(:
and the Night Trail was SO FUN. i don't know why the fuck someone thought it was so fucking scary.i mean some people were scared,but they didn't act like she did.and guess what,it's fucking obvious that she's PRETENDING.
thanks oh-so much for practically screaming your off head every where we go in the night trail.
thanks for pulling and pushing me until my t-shirt felt it was about to be ripped off.
thanks for pretending to be 'freaked out' until you are 'stuttering',telling me in this 'scared' voice of yours,"Sh-shu Hu-hui....i-i am s-so s-scared...g-give me some of y-your o-optimism..."
thanks for shooting your mouth off and asking stupid questions,don't think you're so great cos you're in debate.
thanks for practically making our group looking weird by 'thanking' the ex-co member dressed up as a ghost by saying "thankyou MA'AM",excuse me she's not married and she's not a teacher,she's your senior.
oh seniors.thanks for trying to suck up to the seniors like a total sycophant.
thankyou for sharing your opinion that scarlet was 'not very good' and that marigold 'could have been better'.we really appreciate your 'greatness''s views.
thankyou for being such a total sore loser by not wanting to participate in the water games as you didn't want the [unapparent] 'sand and mud'.
thanks for being such a 'good friend' to Daphne when she fell.your excessive 'care and kindness' WAS NOT needed.
thankyou for your persistence by appealing into PSL 3 fucking times.we 'admire' that.
thankyou for sashaying around,swinging your butt from left to right every time you walk.
thankyou for NEVER returning money you owe from people you borrow the money from.
thanks for being 'saccharine sweet' and giggling whenever the seniors are saying something.
and thankyou for thinking you're the best.
thankyou for being the 'ever-so-eager' oppurtunistic one,attempting to grab the spotlight from everyone.
thankyou for annoying/irritating me,and the rest of the level with your bullshit,except your one and only friend.
i know i'm mean and awfully acerbic and bitter but seriously,look into the looking-glass once in a while and realise the major flaws you possess and CHANGE.it'll be better for you and everyone else you meet.
and oh,here's the song which acccurately portrays my feelings towards you.

The Pretender - Foo Fighters
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the ready
Are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
I'm the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right
I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your knees
So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?(You know they all... pretend)
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?(You know they all... pretend)
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?

some pretty mean stuff down there yea?okays,enough anger for now.
and as you can see,this is a very angry song,so yea.and i love The Foo Fighters!especially Dave Grohl,he's so nice and he writes good lyrics. {: i wish they'll play in Singapore some day!then i'll get his autograph or something,hopefully.
ever so lvingly acerbic,
shu hui.
P.S PEACEOUT

slack-ed;;

2008-10-14T04:53:00.000-07:00

oh my goose EOYs are finally over babes!:D
man for each subject i've got pretty mixed feelings. :/ overall,HOPEFULLY OKAY.oh man,i wish i could just like pull out Jimmy Neutron's brain out of the tv then it wouldn't be too bad.oh man i have no idea what to like actually think of my EOYs.D:
okay,POSITIVE THOUGHTS. :D and oh now "Kill all your Friends" by MCR is on my playlist now.cool.speaking about friends,today i went to Thai Noodle House with ah yao and xueying.it was damn fun and i had a good time.plus like we went to the Island Creamery as well.I had Blakcforest single scoop ice cream.we took a photo too and left it for the peopo to stick it onto their prettaye wall.sometimes,i wonder what's gonna happen if they run outta space or something cos like the place isn't that big.so yea,and we like scribbled over the photo and stuff.i drew cat ears for everyone.ah yao said that it was 'appropriate' cause we are all v______.fill in the blanks yourself,she's refering to the manga/anime Loveless of course.where all v_____ have cat ears.i'm not talking about the organ of course.it's the other v.
okays anyway,i think i'm going damn queer or something.cos my favourite song of the moment is definitely I KISSED A BOY BY THE EVER SO FLAMBOYANT COBRA STARSHIP!they are basically like,parodying Katy Perry's I kissed a Girl!damn the lyrics are so damn funneh.
here they go:
I Kissed A Boy Lyrics (thanks Koala)
Yo, check it out.
I've got a plan.
Here's my intention. (Haha!)
The frat boys in the club are lame.
Let's start an altercation. (Get familiar!)
It's just what I'm used to.
Just wanna fuck shit up.
But I got my whole damn crew
Come on! What cha gon[na] do
!I kissed a boy, they liked it.
Got all the honeys in the club excited.
I kissed a boy just to start shit.
Homeboy was not about it.
I know it's wrong,But I don't mind.
I'm gonna start shit tonight.I
kissed a boy just to start shit.
Bitches loved it
Nah, you don't even know my name.
It doesn't matter.
Don't even front; you've got no game.
You're just a sucker.
So what now? I clowned you.
And I'm stealing your girl too!She wants a secure dude.
And that's just not you!
I kissed a boy, they liked it.
Got all the honeys in the club excited.
I kissed a boy just to start shit.
Homeboy was not about it.I
know it's wrong,But I don't mind.
I'm gonna start shit tonight.
I kissed a boy just to start shit.
Bitches loved it
Me and my bros, that's how we roll.
You['d] never know how far we'll go.
I'll grab some junk that I don't know,
And plant one right on him.
You're only here for our amusement!
I kissed a boy, they liked it.
Got all the honeys in the club excited.
I kissed a boy just to start shit.
Homeboy was not about it.
I know it's wrong,
But I don't mind.
I'm gonna start shit tonight.
I kissed a boy just to start shit.
Bitches loved it
(The Academy is...'s William Beckett: Welcome to the new administration!)
-'peaceout
shu hui

whatever-ed;;

2008-10-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

okay.
just blogging for good ol' fun.and i really like the song Love Lockdown by kanye west(: and i can't believe that jun can wake up at like 7.30 everyday.OMG.nd i wanna watch eagle eye,STARRING SHIA LABEOUF!!!!XD okay..bimbo moment.hmph.
gotta jiayou for the darned blocks!
peace
-shu hui

home learning-ed;;

2008-09-24T21:42:00.000-07:00

oh man.
i just did like some seriously retarded survey on LMS.i basically put agree for almost everything.and disaster movie looks like a piece of crap.even scary movie was so much better,in terms of entertainmentt.so was date movie.well,seems rather pointless to talk about this now.and omg the exams are coming so soon.thank god i already started since a week ago.and now i'm gonna copy down some notes for AEP.loads of paintings to cover.wonder when we're gonna start learning about the renaissance?i hope that mr lim's gonna take us to Europe or something as we really have to see those paintings in order to really appreciate them.no gonna copy stuff down for realism.and randomly i'll say that i'm pining for Green Day's album,American Idiot.and i have finally found out the name of the song which was stuck in my head for nearly the whole of P4: It's better if You do by Panic!At the Disco.my initial reaction to the video was EEE,why are there so many skimpily clad dancers sashaying around?then i watched like so many 50 cent vids and this became 'acceptable' afterwards.haha.funny how people's perspectives chang over time.kay.must focus on realism.horrible horrible mr lim.horrible school.damn my stomach's acting up,the gas mysteriously got trapped there again.and yea i'm happy we got home learning day to help us revise and stuff.and good luck to all the third langers!i salute you for being resilient as so many have quit.
gah.everytime i go to gustav courbet's page in wikipedia,i get so darn disturbed whenever i see "Le Origin du Mondes",or rather,"The Origin of the World".all the secones AEP-ers got scared the living daylights out of them cause i found the freaking picture and mr lim was like,"shu hui!how can you find these kind of paintings?" then heyao was like,"what?" then she went to take a look and gasped(like i did,this would be any one's initial reaction to the painting) and created a whole lot of commotion and soon enough everyone or nearly everyone was taking her turn to stare at that ghastly piece of work.now i don't mean to be critical but clearly that painting was pornographic.but i muct give kudos to the notorious mr Courbet for his sheer accuracy in his painting,guess that's why he's a realist.:/ and if you seriously wanna know what's the painting about,kindly approach me or just think deeply.all human beings came out of this particular female organ,unless they had a caeserian section but nevermind.i'm giving a HUGE clue and this totally isn't about naked people.sure the model was naked but the focus of the painting wasn't the nudity...it was that...particular organ.and this painting was so shocking that loads of people were talking about it for days.heyao,chia wei and i crapped about it non-stop for like a few days.
ahaha.shall stop talking about lest i corrupt more pure minds,for e.g michelle(:
and i quite like constantine.people say it's crap but i think it's not bad.maybe they're just jealous of keanu reeves.i think that the movie seriously differs from the comic.i read a bit of the comic and constantine, and the titular character,constantine looks like the rocker STING.i was like OMG when i saw it.and not only that,he's a bisexual too.slept with both men and women.okay that's just plain...corrupting to little kids who might read the comic.come to think of it,i'm in the sense a little kid as well cause i'm not an adult yet,i'm an adolescent,so i guess i'm an older little kid!:D and btw,shia labeouf was in that movie!he looked cute :3 and his character's constantine's sidekick,was so funny and adorable.but the last part was so nice,when constantine visited xxx's grave,[not revealing who], and when he walked away,xxx was standing at the grave as an angel with huge white wings and smiling,then he flew off into the sky.so cool.and tilda swinton looked really androgynous as archangel gabriel,her voice kinda freaked me out too.and did you know that shia was in charlie's angels full throttle?i was watching it cos i was bored when it was showing on channel 5 at night and when i saw him inside,i was like OMG.his hair was like nick jonas's then,but i prefer him to nick any day.good acting and he's so funneh.and he should really shave off the beard he's sporting now.it looked so gross on him in the trailer for his upcoming movie,Eagle Eye.it looks really exciting,but man,SHAVE!if not he'll end up looking like Brandon Flowers number 2!omg brandon why on earth did you have to grow that moustache?you look so much better without it!you are like the only good looking guy in The Killers.but don't worry,i still love your music over everything else.anyway,back to the point.i really wanna watch vicky cristina barcelona!but it's M18.haix.the film looks so pretty,guess woody allen couldn't resist the charms of spain.i liked spain,i went there last year,very romantic,but the countryside was uh...disappointing cos it was bleak and dry and arid.the grass looked dead and almost everything from the plants to the soil was brown.and some really weird old ladies on the tour kept insisting it was so beautiful and practically took pictures of everything.i later embarassed them by pretending to be the innocent little kid people think i am but asking them why they kept sharing the wine.of course it's Europe so it's more expensive then in Singapore.and apparently these old ladies decided to share a glass of wine and poured it into their own 2 glasses,and kept pouring in and out to make sure they had like equal amounts of wine each.like WTF.don't they know that in Europe the idea of sharing is not in mind?maybe that's why the Europeans look down on the Asians as (sad to say) most of them do such things like that and speak loudly.so anyway yea i embarassed them to hell cos like the waiters in the restaurant were staring at them with loads of disgust and i felt kinda embarassed.and the little demon me asked them why the heck they were sharing one tiny glass of wine.my parents nearly kicked me afterwards but i'm NOT ASHAMED THAT I DID IT.had to make them 'wake up' somehow.and yeah.they felt pretty embarassed after i prodded them.hah,yes i know i'm horrid but it felt great to do it!
and to change the topic,i watched america's got talent last night.omg man there are so many guys impersinating females.like a guy called derrick impersinated Britney Spears,some other guy did Diana Ross and most recently,Tina Turna.have to give kudos to them for boldness.oh well,they've got spunk and individuality!:D
gotta go now,
sayonara,
shuhui*

emo-ed;;

2008-09-21T06:19:00.000-07:00

ahaha.i'm just blogging to tell you that i'm alive and reli lazy to blog.thanks so much yueling for visiting my blog.cos well it's dead.so i'm reviving it by changing the blogskin.yes i know it looks so emo and stuff but i liked it for artistic value!(: nicely taken shots.and yea randomly i'll say that i'm going crazy over the vampire chronicles cos man the story's so good yea!not for little kids though.ahaha.shall not elaborate.and mr lim's getting married!such an old piece of news yea but i'll announce it anyway.{: and man i love the song "it's better if you do" by PATD.really good video,but everyone except brendon looks like a total goon in the video.i like psychosocial by slipknot.don't ask me but don't they feel hot under all the masks,makeup and leather clothes?o.o just curious,but the lead singer's voice OWNS.and somehow i quite like katy perry,some of her songs are uber bitchy but they are interesting.i think pink's latest single so what is really spunky.and i really love this new french film called "Les Choristes". SO NICE>3 it's about a failed muscian going to this home for unruly boys to work as their supervisor.and he's a really nice guy and stuff,and has to stand up to the horrid principal there.so he decides to make a choir of the students/boys there.it's set in france in 1949.gah so touching without being overdramatic.and here's the poster:

and i love this sketch of lestat.it's so him:

LOVE IT BABES.
and oh,i gotta go now.
au revoir.
shuhui

oh hell yea

2008-09-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

i decided to blog finally.after what seemed like forever.i just couldn't get my lazy fatass fingers to work!and so yea,here i am,finally blogging(:

and scarlet's over.i'm really kinda sad that there aren't gonna be any more cca sessions.and our last cca session was a really emotional one.we had to elect next year's ex-co and stuff.plus we sang a song for the sec4s.we sounded really horrid at some parts but we all meant well and loads of us cried.talk about a sombre mood.but this really makes us want to jiayou and strive even harder cos next year's the SYF.like ZOMG.stress stress.and i just realised that when i'm gonna be sec4,it'll SYF year too.hope i can live up to everyone's expectations and maybe even surpass them!shall do my best for this CCA!(;
i hugged so many people and all of the sec4s.dang i felt like crying too but the tears just wouldn't come out.maybe i'm not very emotional as a person?and i really have to thank this year's sec4s so much for all their effort.really,they did a lot,just the 5 of them.and they really supported the club well.hope i can be as disciplined when i'm in sec4!(: plus ganbatte to the sec3s!i'm sure they'll do a great job!and i really hope that TCN can get a GOLD for SYF next year.i'll do my best to help!:D
and 101 did great for the teacher's day performance!(: and thanks rach for the makeup!(:[bill's star tattoo!xD] oh dang i couldn't make the popper thingo pop.liyi,xueying and eliza were unsuccessful too.sucked!>< nvm,it was still a kawaii performance.and i can't believe ah boon won 'most charming teacher'.like zomg man.but he's nice enough(:
i went back to RGPS and charm came home with me.okay that sounds WRONG.anyways she and i crapped a lot and surfed youtube like mados like the old times.gah.miss her loads.and i saw mrs john again!love her to bits!<3333 love 6E,a pretty cool class!(:
and yesterday,i bought 3 vampire chronicle books:the tale of the body thief,the vampire armand and blood and gold.really really rad!so much than all that twilight shit.the characters here are fully fleshed out,though undead,they feel very much real and alive.damn some days i wish i could meet Lestat,or Louis,or Marius,or Armand.but i hope it's not cos they wanna suck me dry or something.and today.i came close to meeting marius.i went to dempsey road to eat indian food after getting on the singapore flyer.the flyer was okay i guess.very...relaxing,to put it nicely.i don't mind going again once the IR and marina bay's all up and kicking!(; and anyway.the food was really good and surprisingly i didn't find it very spicy when it was supposed to be...o.O
and i was eating away,suddenly this super tall ang moh guy with longish blonde hair and blue eyes walked in and like ordered his food.i was like DANG.HE REMINDS ME OF MARIUS!then i kept using my peripheral vision to look at him.okay that sounds wrong too!xD he kinda reminded me of matthew mccougnahey too....hmm.interesting.guess it's the fullness and longness of his blonde hair!(;
and yea.somehow i'm into indie rock right now.stuff like death cab for cutie,the academy is... and some other random stuff which i listen to.and oh yah!happy b'day bill!finally 19!(: and thanks so much hau for buying me the TH europe tour live CD!omg man...i love you so much,taht's so sweet of you!really miss you a lot.and jiayou for sch tomorrow.and randomly i'll say that i LOVE WILLIAM BECKETT,the lead singer of The Academy Is...he rocks his long hair damn well,a million times better than kyle patrick aka cow patrick bob.here's william!
okay taht was a bimbo moment,but i'm allowed to be bimbo/dumb for a while right?harrumph.-_- and he sings quite well/he does great live performances.seen on youtube.okay.better stop now.need to do my HW.oh dang i'm so gonna die.);
au revoir,shuhui

the day i turned 13

2008-08-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

hellos.
i'm offcially 13 now ;D it's my b'day!so YAY!24th of august yeah!nice number cos 2 times 4 =8 (: really absocoolios!today was really fun,i had japanese food and my parents let me buy both viva la vida by coldplay and pretty.odd by panic at the disco!^^ gonna check them out soon!:D currently checking out black or white by michael jackson.some parts are freaking corny but the KID IN THERE IS SO CUTE!yes i know what you're thinking,MJ"S A PAEDOPHILE!D: actually,it wasn't even confirmed that he was lah.hope he isn't though!O.O i have no idea why,but i used to love MJ like mad last night.especially the free willy song,ah the good memories of my childhood.back in the days when MJ wasn't as scary looking as he is now.the darn song is so...heart warming and so...calming.i used to try imitate the moon walk on the marble floor at home!xD stupid lah but couldn't do it.of course i suck at dancing.the moonwalk is so hard to do man.and i also liked childhood by him too.i used to sing it everyday!classic songs from the king.he sings and dances so well!
and scarlet just finished yesterday.congrats to everyone!we all 'were molten hot lava bomb'!xD serisously.everyone did a great job!and yingci gave me a hug and a kiss.so gay man but yea it was heartwarming(: and i'm so happy it was a success!best early b'day present i ever got!^^
and oh yah,sharing my b'day with these two famous guys:
rupert grint or rather ron in harry potter.i refrained from using a picture of him now cos he looks too ugly.xP better when he was young.blur and cute!now he's 20.
and jiro wang from farenheit.he's 27.i chose this pic cos it was the best one and he actually looked kinda hot in it.but of course i dun like him lah.i like BRENDON URIE!okays,like WTF?! X)
now listening to coldplay.it's lost! nice song man.relaxing.and ooh!i fastforwarded to lovers in japan!~ nice ja.reminds me of chris martin and gwyneth paltrow!now sixian is crazy over bren with me.hah.got her interested.and today i finished the vampire lestat.gonna start on the queen of the damned.next week gonna buy the tale of the body theif,memnoch the devil and THE VAMPIRE ARMAND AND HOPEFULLY BLOOD AND GOLD!!!!!<3
oh shoot omg i seriosuly love love mariusXarmand.damn hot lah.i also like the 2 guys in lega; drug.shoot.forgot their names!nevermind.they look great together anyway.and oh yeah coldplay is GOOD!ahaha.yay it's viva la vida.shall start singing it.
I USED TO RULE THE WORLD.....
good song man.like the man who can't be moved.that's a good song too!:D love the chorus,it's so sad but nice.a haunting melody shall we say.serisously reminds me of the 18th century,the romantic period.full of balls,giant wigs and pretty dresses.the time of lestat (:
and oh shoot.time's running out.i shall go first!
sayonara,
SHUHUI (officially a teenager)

the academy is-ed...

2008-08-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

oh shoot.i have no idea why but i kind of like the academy is... and gym class heroes now.they're cool.and the artists under Fuel for Ramen [ya i know like WTF ramen.-_-] did a special song for the movie snakes on a plane.cameos from cobra starship,travis mccoy and william beckett are inside!so cool.plus there were cameos from pete wentz and samuel l. jackson who starred in the movie.the woman singer's plain spastic man.dunno what's her use except to act sexy!x3
william sang well,as usual and travis rapped well as usual too.(: yay.i like william's voice,yes i know he looks rather feminine at times but you have to admit he's got a nice,strong voice.pretty good.and i didn't know he was so tall!he's like what,191 cm?omg man...so tall!that's like 21 cm taller than pete wentz!xD and his shoes and clothes for this vid looked cool.the metal buckles and the boot leg cut (:
okays,anyway here's the vid:

yups(: and here's a cute image from them.like william's innocent look!xD plus i like his surname,dunno why.guess it sounds really brit i guess.somehow i like some brit surnames,they've got a certain posh and sophisticated tone to it.absocoolios ja.

and i think i'm running put of time...

"so kiss me goodbye and i can see the venom in your eyes"

adios amigos!

covets

2008-08-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

oh man.my b'day's coming up,and so is Scarlet.Please buy tickets people!cos really,we are like what(?),selling so LITTLE.sheesh.i must ganbatte and sell more too!x3 and i have no idea what i want for my b'day.okay,maybe i know,like Scarlet being shown at FULL HOUSE and that I can get some more money and buy 2 of my most coveted books ever.oh sheesh,i want them so much til that i even DREAMT OF BUYING THE BOOK.yes yes i know i'm crazy,but damn,the story's so intriguing!and i'm not talking about Twilight mind you.twilight's childplay.i'm talking about the vampire chronicles.it is the LURVE<3

and here are the two books i want:

the tale of the body thief

the vampire armand<3

oh man.i dreamt of armand once.crazy right?but it was so freaking real i tell you.okay,time to snap back to reality.armand doesn't exist.kinda cool if he did though :]

love;shuhui

beauty,it all seriously depends

2008-08-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

oh god.i man dying.really.

not that i'm bitten by a vampire or anything and these are my last words on the blogosphere but i AM DYING.of AEP SIA.oh gah.i'm so tired.after staring at the muscial wheel and at mariko mori's crazy outfits and exhibitions,i decided to take a break by staring at the most beautiful boy in the world for half an hour.he makes me feel ugly,personally i wouldn't mind looking like him!and anne rice based the vampire armand's looks on him.check him out.

beautiful isn't he?i rather look at this than stare at all the artworks of kingsley ng!so sorry mr lim,but knigsley ng's artwork ain't that thought provoking...okays,anyway this guy's called bjorn andresen and he's swedish.all these pictures were from a movie he made in 1970 called death in venice.so yea,now he's a old guy,but he was freaking beautiful back then!and he was only 15 when he made the movie.the movie's about a rich old guy who becomes obssessed with a beautiful young polish boy[obviously played by bjorn].the movie bombed at the world box office but it made him a star.they called him 'the world's most beautiful boy' back then.but it's easy to see why.he looks so much better than so many girls man!geez...
but it would've been nice if he was born later,cos he's really fitting to play the role of armand visually.young enough and definitely beautiful enough.unlike antonio banderas and some random aussie actor who made armand look like a freaking hobo.-_- antonio banderas is a good actor,he was so good in philadelphia,but he's too old to play armand.he was 34 when he played armand and armand's supposed to be eternally 17.wow.double the supposed age,fantastic.sighs.pity pity.
anyways, i got to go!
and please do send luck to all AEP-ers for their SIAs!
muacks(:
shuhui

singapore,china and britain.

2008-08-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

hellos people
today i'm gonna talka bout 3 countries,lovely singapore,happening china and the great britain!
okay,first up is singapore.HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU MAN!:] and at the NDP this year,MM LEE KUAN YEW LOOKED SO CUTE IN THE RED PONCHO AND THAT LACY WHITE SHIRT HE WAS WEARING.i felt bad for president Nathan though,he was walking around in the rain without any umbrella.maybe he should have followed MM and worn the poncho xD
and also before national day,we were at connect singapore.had loads of fun with chloe,chia wei and heyao.for some strange reason lynn totally dao-ed me T_T anyways,we waited for so long in the end heyao and i started talking about gravitation and eiri yuki NONSTOP.but well,it's a nice anime and eiri's sexy :] and when we held hands and stuff and fooled around,due to some miscommunication problems,we didn't say the pledge together with the rest of the peeps.so yea.and afterwards,most of my classmates went to visit poor lao cao.she got knocked down by an effing motorcycle on thursday morning!and her left leg's broken and she's at NUH.omg man.i really hope she's okay.i'm gonna visit her with her angel yi jing.she's so poor thing man...hope she'll get well soon.gonna give her chocs and a card.hope it'll make her feel better :]
okay,next up is CHINA.the olympics started yesterday and it was so hot and humid until Nadal,Federrer and Kobe Bryant were all sweating like mad at the opening ceremony,which choreographed none other than zhang yimou.it seriously reminded of his movie curse of the golden flower.lavish settings,but there wasn't much of a climax.the globe thing and the drummers at the first part impressed me but after that it was kinda monotonous.and kinda long,maybe they should've shortened it.oh well.but who am i to say?i think nicolas sarkozy looked kinda bored at one part too.so did his kid.or rather his sexy babe wife's kid.he looked like a total nerd despire having supermodel carla bruni as his mum.but he's rich all right.and the olympic song wasn't so...stirring shall we say.and i think that sarah brightman was singing in chinese.cool :] and the whole ceremony lasted 4 hours,i waited hours for the singapore team to appear.and in the end,i slept at 12 when the thing ended.and when the athletes for one middle eastern country came out,they held the country's flag.with the photo of the rich sheikh who sponsored them on it.O.O like zomg man.wow.watched the olympics from morn to night today.can't wait for diving and swimming and gymnastics and other bombastic action!
okay,now BRITAIN!and now i'm super crazy over tom daley,cos he's so young and his diving's so good!nice abs too xD and also over the 14 year old who won Britain's got Talent this year,george sampson!cos he's so good at dancing1love his hiphop and breakdance moves!he's kawaii too!:] and i like him cos he's a nice guy too,his family's poor so he joined britain's got talent to try and win some money for the family.such a nice kid!and so gifted.check out his hot moves here:

so good right?absocoolios man.like totally.so glad he won :] hope good stuff happen to him in the future!
love,
shuhui

obsessive madness

2008-08-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

omg man.
i really wanted to go to singfest!gah.to see my darling PANIC AT THE DISCO.THEY OWN.okays,never mind.maybe next time when i'm older or something.and i don't know why people think robert pattinson is hot,i mean his acting's not bad i guess but...he doesn't look erfect enough.and in some shots he looks way too old to be 17.like i mean what kind of edward looks like this:

like -_________- is it just me or is one eye smaller than the other?

he should totally be played by gaspard ulliel.for some strange reason,jun tells me that he looks like keanu reeves.like what the heck?okay,since jun is my good friend i shall forgive him.

this is darling gaspard,i'm telling you he IS EDWARD.

and just for fun.i shall post this!

HAHAHAHAHA!XD but he is hot,oui?X)
and here's some really good angel sanctuary cosplay of rosiel!damn good!

good right?elaborate setting?
anyways,
au revoir!

that green gentle-lady,if there ever was one.

2008-08-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

hello peeps(:
i changed my blogskin.thought it'd suit me better since i'm into the whole vampire/rock/victorian era thing right now.i know i loved my darling kawaii allen walker loads,along with timcampy but gome,YOU HAD TO GO.so here i am,eith my new sweet blogskin.you gotta admit the image's cool.i wish i could get up in a dress like that some day.sighs.kinda mysterious feeling.sometimes i'd wish i could go run off to europe,with it's romantic and mysterious feel.and i feel this even more when i listen to coldplay's song viva la vida.and i like that they used eugene delacroix's painting liberty leading the people as the cover.it seriously suits the whole theme,the more european,french revolution feel really well.i'm so glad that they're back on their game,after 2005's disastorous X&Y.no offence but that album sucked,and it gave me nightmares with it's video of that old lady being flung around by a young man in some swimming costume which showed off her...er...skeleton-like...body/bone structure.she was part of some gymnastics act thing which coldplay were playing next to.gosh.the song was so boring it nearly put me to sleep.so here it is,coldplay's viva la vida.

geez.chris's eyes scare me half to death.but the video's cool,very gritty,very dreamy and the colours used are sweet,like a combination of a sunset and a storm.cool,i like it.coldplay rocks.
and now about movies,i think that the dark knight was kinda stretched at the middle.at the middle i nearly fell asleep.seriously.but heath was good,manical yet funny yet intelligent yet scary.very cool.aaron eckhart was impressive too,intense performance.he should get an award for that,or at least a nomination.great cast there.maggie gyllenhal was pretty good too,intense actress,but...she isn't pretty.oh well.at least she looks intelligent.and the singaporean guy,ng chin han(or 'lau' in the movie) was good too!confident acting!well done,he didn't let singapore down!xD omg,i'm listening to viva la vida again.but it's nice,and i think i sang it really loudly(and horribly) in the shower once until my aunty suddenly asked me"what are you talking about?" then i was like OH SHIT.NVM.
guess i'm a freak then!x)) okay,next up is hellboy 2!it's such a cute sweet movie!i love abe sapien.he's such a sweet soul.and hellboy's cute,the demon with a heart of an angel.so grumpy,but deep down inside he's a nice guy!go catch it man!
and i went to the OSAGE art gallery yesterday.had loads of fun,with rachel and classmates.but sorry mr lim,i don't think my essay will be that good cos none of the artworks left a deep impression on me.i mean their cool,cos they're interactive works.the only one that left soem impression on em was the propoganda artwork.that was striking.but i seriously have no idea what to write about it,or who to compare with.so i'm doing on the musical wheel/carousel thing.at least i've got some references.:/
okays,
gotta go!
tata everyone!^^

are you happy now?

2008-07-28T05:35:00.001-07:00

well.
how i shall start this post?okay.i had a great weekend.i went to watch the dark knight and hellboy 2.which was great.i went to watch 'a gathering of kindred spirits' at SJI.a concert.i got my tank top for theatre too.and went shopping.and today,i went to KAP with my good friends,ashley,lynn and lydia.happy happy happy.eat eat eat.talk talk talk.
i was happy,eating my extremely expensive mcwings.it like cost $6.25.and then.
dad called up,telling me about a certain of neighbour of mine who reads my blog,finding my rants on my mum extremely shocking.so,being concerned she went to tell her mummy and daddy.and her mummy and daddy saw my rants and were pretty shocked and concerned as well.so her daddy went to tell my dad,so my dad told my mum,and thus i'm in the pits now.
i don't blame her really,but i was pretty shocked my self to find out that she found my rants shocking.like come on man.you can't be that innocent.teens rant about their parents occasionally.and i feel kinda weird about her being concerned.i mean i guess she means well and so do her parents but i mean this is MY OWN BUSINESS and i was ANGRY.so in the end,her 'intervertion' soured the relationship between my mum and me even more.and yea,i got scolded.why?fine,like the malaysia vs singapore case,i shall speak the truth,under her request,because i made her seem like a mad man.
so,here are the reasons why she's so angry at me and beat me:
1.i'm a disobedient kid.
2.i'm a difficult kid who doesn't listen to what she says.
3.i'm not appreciative.
4.i'm not nice.
5.i'm one emo asshole who is unhappy with everyone and everything,and especially her.
6.i'm materialistic and vain.
7.i don't think that she's important.
8.i don't love her much.
9.i'm a mercenery bitch.
10.i'm not caring and kind.
11.i don't care about others.
12.i'm completely selfish and not independent.
13.i don't do the things she asks of me.
14.i'm vulgar.
15.i'm negative and easily irritable.
16.i'm no joy.
17.i'm simply not worth it.
18.i'm a regret.
and so,to top it off,overall,i'm one big shithole.
there,i've said it,i've told the truth as it is.i'm one bad kid.i admit that i did exaggerate at some parts,but i was really angry,years of frustration were put into that post.but but but,i'm supposed to tell the truth as it is remember?well,she also exaggerates when she scolds me cos she's really pissed too,so she should understand that as well.
people get angry.
we're not perfect.
i'm not.
she's not.
so why can't we just accept each other's flaws?
maybe i should start taking drugs,then i'll be a really bad kid.
yeah,maybe i should.
i know that i shouldn't have been so angry in that post,but hey.i'm human.
i'm not a saint and neither are you.
all of you.
and our relationship can't go on like this.
if this goes on,we'll both be angry at each other and nothing good will come out of it.
i don't know about you but i'm so tired.
of all your scolding.
i'm sure you are to.
i know part of it's my fault,and i'm sorry for that.
but part of its your fault too.
no one's the seed of all evil.
so you have to take some of the blame as well.
i mean you are a good mum,caring about me and all my needs and stuff.
but in that post,i was more angry than sad.
really.
but since you are so cynical,i bet you won't believe it.
but i'm telling the truth.
you promised me this year that'll you try to control your temper more.
but you didn't.
you also said you wouldn't beat me anymore.
but you still did.
i also didn't keep my promises to you either,to become a good kid.
so i guess we're both wrong.
i guess i'll try to better after this.
to be nicer and kinder and less selfish.
but you have gotta try too,if not nothing will happen.
to be truthful,your temper's one of the worst problems.
and your whole cynical and negative mindset as well.
you say i'm negative and unhappy,but aren't you negative and unhappy as well?
think about it.
i was unhappy on sunday because you were also unhappy.
if i become all bright and smiley that will just make you angrier.
so i keep quiet and don't say anything.
your unhappiness ruins the mood sometimes.
just accept that we are both wrong and we have to improve on ourselves.
if not i'll hate you and you'll hate me.
but you have to understand that i'm not completely obedient.
i am a bit rebellious inside,like all teenagers of this day and age.
so i want some freedom.
i'm growing up.
so let me have it,bit by bit,so i'll be more independent.
please?
let's accept that we're both wrong.
both of us have to improve on both of our parts.
and let's hope that this will make our relationship turn for the better.
i want to make it work,and i'm sure you do too.
i hope this will make you realise some things no one has ever really said to you out of fear,and make you realise that i do care.
hope this is some food for thought for you.
love,
shu hui

blocks are the seed of the devil,okay maybe not.

2008-07-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

woah.i like seriously didn't expect my blog to get BANNED on the school comp.guess my latest long post was too explicit for it to handle!haha!x3 who gives a damn really,it's all about the freedom of speech.and don't worry,i didn't post any vids of myself making out with my reflection - cue chris crocker.that guy's way deranged.but loads of people watch his videos,especially the LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE one.omg,that made him INFAMOUS.and he appeared on the today show,in some leopard spotted full suit thing...which suits neither gender..other than the in-between.O.o
and oh oh oh.today i just had math block test.oh my gosh..still one more to go man!sucks larh.darn aep.ash is also pretty miffed cos she has her hmp block test on friday too.LET'S SUFFER TOGETHER!and omg.i didn't finish my math revision.i like worked up to 11pm last night-freaking late by my standards.and i still didn't finish!ah...hell man.anbd i was so tired half-way through that i became slightly deranged - i started singing MCR's helena,and also for some strange reason the sound of music's 'theme song',Edelweiss.yeah maybe i'm getting deranged seriously.xP ah,as long as i don't end up in woodbridge,i guess i should be fine. (:
and gah.crummy crummy block tests.LA was okay,but i'm scared that my conclusion is wrong!oh shits man.maybe i shouldn't have written it and cancelled it out in the end.but then i thought that it was okay,fine.hopefully it is man.i told heyao and lynn what my conclusion was and they said it was okay.but i really have no idea man!if it's wrong hopefully they won't minus marks,or many marks...): talk about teh saddening.i seriousuly hope it's alright.
history was okay i guess,chinese was TOUGH.and zhang laoshi set it!>< GAH.but i managed to finish. :) thank goodness.and geog i'm totally screwed for one question.so is the rest of the level.you know which one now don't you?o.O math was tough as well.and MR TIONG set it.gotta strangle him.we don't have his 'beautiful mind'.geez.and now it's AEP left,gotta mug for romanticism and neo-classcism.i got a feeling that we are gonna critique a work that we saw for theory.O.o must look for examples!O_________O
and i'm really mad over the vamp chronicles now.especially over lestat and armand.i even wrote a monologue thingo about armand!0_0 and i've been trying to draw lestat.in the end,he ends up looking as a girl.-__- saddening much?and now i'm at the part where lestat turns his mum,gabrielle into a vampire.so cool man.and she had 'plastic surgery',her lines on her face were REDUCED and stuff.like wow.and now i want the vamp chron book "THE VAMPIRE ARMAND'. the cover looks so cool.they took some botticelli picture of an auburn haired angel i think.armand's supposed to look like that.a young beautiful boy who looks like an angel.NOT ANTONIO BANDERAS IN'INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE'!!!!
it was so omg.when i was watching the movie,i was like huh?what's antonio banderas doing there?and he's like 'My name is Armand' and i was like O_________O?! armand's not a stubbly,30 something mexicano guy!he's a 17 year old UKRAINIAN boy.what a big boo-boo.but as Jun said,they did take some liberties....and jun watched the dark knight already!and i bet ya he's gonna watch it again.and jun said it was GOOD.lucky him.wanna watch hellboy too.now i'm so crazy over the joker that even my WALLPAPER'S THE JOKER.but he's cool,in a creepy way,reminds me of magnus in the vampire chronicles. (=
and i guess i gotta go now.
au revoir everybody!

Jokes aside

2008-07-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

man.
i know i'm supposed to be studying for my blocks right now,but i can't!okay fine,now forcing myself to do the worksheet on land resource.okay,I SHALL DO IT!GANBATTE!!!!
LOL.anyway,i finally watched brokeback mountain,with two of my darlings inside: Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhal.Gosh,both of them WERE SO GOOD.all the pain,the longing were shown on their faces.it's just really touching.and i cried a bit at the end,though i'm not a softie at heart.i think i really reacted differnetly towards brokeback,then say towards Titanic or something.Titanic,i was like,oh Leo de Caprio died.no feelings,no reaction.just oh,he died in the movie.=.=
but in brokeback,the acting was so realistic.and when they kiss,it's powerful.it isn't like that taiwanese drama,they kiss again or something like that.wah,sexy kissing.-_- but in brokeback,when they kiss,it's very emotionally charged.it's very realistic.that's what love is about,it crosses all boundaries,genders,beliefs.i mean if you fall in love,you fall in love.you can't help it.and in the movie,Heath and Jake seemed as if they really loved each other.like,all their hugs,their gestures and YES their emotions on their faces were conveyed thoroughly.Lee Ang does have an aptitude to choose great actors for his great movies.
like tang wei and tony leung chiu wai for Lust,Caution.both of them were fantatsic.but i think john woo's weird.why did he choose takeshi kaneshiro to play zhu ge liang and chiling lin to play xiao qiao in Redcliff?so weird.takeshi's pretty,but uh....not much depth to his acting i have to say.chiling lin.that's an even bigger faux pas.she's pretty yes,but she's kinda air-headed,no offence.how can you put her up against with the enigmatic tony leung?it's just stupid.he should've chosen more suitable actors ja.and omg,why are block tests next week?i wanna watch hellboy 2:the golden army!it's so cool,especially all the monsters and the angel of death.the evil elfs are absocoolios too.love their fighting style,like NEO FROM THE MATRIX!AHHHH I LOVE THE MATRIX.ABSOCOOLIOS FIGHTING.xD and hellboy's funneh,so is abe sapien.he's cool!xD hahahaha!yes i know i'm weird,but please forgive me.
and i wanna watch the dark knight too.what's wrong with people?why on earthe do tehy think it's scary man?i mean you should watch it to see how well heath acted in there.i'm really hyped up from all those trailers.i loved it when the joker said to batman,"YOU COMPLETE ME."I LAUGHED LIKE MAD!XD it's that cheesy/sappy line from tom cruise's rom-com film,jerry mcguire!also the fact that the singaporean guy ng chin han is acting inside!good for him!feeling patriotic.he got a role which shared screen time with morgen freeman and he was in it for about 15 min!so cool man.so much better than edison chen's role,you only see him for 2 seconds,just a cameo.and gah.everytime i see the dark knight trailer,i feel sad,cos heath's....passed on.and he was only 28.and so full of talent!it's just so sad.he was so good in brokeback and in the dark knight.loss of talent.and he died before he could 'enjoy' the praise for his acting for his role as the joker.i hope he can hear them,wherever he his.T__T and you can find the whole of teh brokeback movie on youtube.i love the person who posted it,some guy/girl called 'lonelybeau'.his/her display pic is funny,it's of some man/lady looking as if he's/she's faking an.......orgasm. yah,like meg ryan in when harry met sally.it's weird, that dp.but i think to tahnk that person for posting it.great movie.even the 'one night stand' looked freaking realistic.you know that lee ang had trouble shooting the sex scenes at first.then he had to re-take it.then he said that heath and jake were 'very courageous' in those scenes.but i have to agree,i mean if you were a straight guy and you gotta kiss and hug another straight guy for your role in a movie wouldn't that be creepy?and even to have a stimulated *** scene with him....wow.so kudos to them!=) great actors! and the kissing scenes were ok,cos both of them are CUTE AND CLEAN-SHAVEN.like omg,it enhances the movie,who wants to watch 2 bearded ugly guys kiss?taht's just gross.maybe if the 2 ugly bearded guys acted well then maybe it'll be worth to watch still.....but watching 2 cute and clean-shaven guys kiss is MUCH BETTER.like enning's book,boy born on a blue day.i mean,it's inspiring and stuff,cos the guy's got asperger's syndrome.but it get's weird when he falls in love with neil his friend and then tehy start kissing on neil's couch.it's okay i guess,i mean,he deserves to fall in love,but it's scary taht the school approved it.actually,i wouldn't mind reading brokeback mountain for LA.absocoolios and absotouching.and jake gyllenhal has the cutest puppy-dog eyes ever!:D haha.that was random,but TRUE.kawaii~
and OMG.i can't believe that JUN IS GONNA WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT TONIGHT!!!! LUCKY MAN....i'm so jealous!xP well,since he's a working adult,he can do whatever he wants.so yea.
and now i'm crazy over the vampire chronicles!ahhhhh.i so love lestatxlouis and mariusxarmand!cutest couples ever.perfect for each other man.and i quiet like armand now,he's quite intelligent,and powerful,to the point where it's scary.and he's really beautiful too!can't believe he was forced to work in a brothel.poor him,got captured and got dumped in there.then after sometime,his 'KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR' APPEARED!*TA-DAH-DAH-DAH-DUM!* haha!xD taht was fun,but lame.anyway,marius came to free him and stuff.and then they had a ________ relationship.fill in the blanks with whatever word you want,but if you want to know the answer,just approach me.i'm not a vampire so don't worry,i won't suck you dry. ;) and i quite reccomend the vamp chronicles for a good read.the story's interesting,and anne rice writes in a really descriptive and archaic way.it's cool.but i msut warn you,it's an ADULT BOOK with ADULT THEMES.and if you're uncomfortable with homosexuality/bisexuality then don't read it.cos almost the vampires are bi.i don't mind since i'm fine with homosexuality/bisexuality.i mean they're people too are't they?they have their rights!:) so i guess i'll end off here,with some pics!

digital art of Armand <3

digital art of armand again!rae ann thought it was MICHAEL JACKSON.GRRR.

BRAD PITT AS LOUIS,AND TOM CRUISE AS LESTAT.XD i can't imagine the two of them....*wink wink*like in the book,if you know what i mean!xD

love is a force of nature.brokeback <3>

hahahaha!just for laughs!xD it's fake and photoshopped!teh funny!xD

heath ledger as ennis del mar.

jake gyllenhal as jack twist.

and finally,heath as the joker!

RIP HEATH FOREVER AND EVER.

waiting for that glamorous sky

2008-07-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

hey people!

i think i've got my love for punk music and j-rock back now!xD cos i decided to watch the anime Nana,i've read the manga.and i discovered Anna Tsuchiya.really punkish girl,i like her style.absocoolios.she sand the opening of the Nana anime.i think her voice suits Nana Osaki more than Mika Nakashima,who played nana osaki in the movie,cos it's low and husky,like how Nana's voice is described in the manga.not that i'm saying Mika isn't a good singer,she's good,but her voice is too high for a really punkish girl like Nana.her voice is more like Reira's.Ok,i know people who don't read/watch nana dunno wad the hell i'm talking about,so nevermind.

but kenichi matsuyama lovers like huang heyao should watch the live action movie of nana,cos kenichi's acting inside it! =D as the bassist Shin in Nana Osaki's band, the black stones.

here's the pic:

freaky eh?doesn't look like his 'normal' self! xD but he's meant to look like that. Shin did pierce his lip and dye his hair blue in the manga and the anime.
and here's the song sung my Mika Nakashima in the live action movie of Nana, glamorous sky. quite nice.kenichi's the guy on the left strumming the bass guitar =)

thanks a lot bitch

2008-07-02T21:27:00.000-07:00

Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day

Green Day on 6Lyrics.com

All hail St Jimmy people. this is the song which says how I really feel right now. some bitch called my mum is ruining my life right now. all this anger in the video really shows how I feel. But of course I didn't get dumped by anybody or something. -_-

The stupid woman yammered at me for nearly 2 bloody hours last night. talk about WTF. why? i brought my phone into the studyroom. stupid control freak. it's none of your damned business so why the hell do you care? fuck it

sorry for the bad language but seriously,i feel like one big shithole now. and she called me an asshole kid and a fucking bitch last night. talk about what the shit. and she beat my hand so hard that my finger is bruised and bleeding internally. it's bloody painful now. talk about what the hell. and she didn't apologize for it. instead she said that she hoped that i'll die from infection. damn her. damn everybody. gotta thank her for knowing how to ruin my life. bloody hell.

and she said that she wishes she didn't have me,then why didn't you ABORT me when you had the chance? stupid woman. and she wants me to be a perfect kid. go kiss my ass, shithole.

and oh, did i tell you? she blasted me early in the morning for 45 min again. i wish the neighbours would just call the police and embarass her to death. that'll shut her up for good. stupid woman. she thinks she's so great. who the hell do you think you are? that's what i want to ask her. control freak, nazi bitch. i bet staying at a prison is better than living in this hellhole. thank god i've got Green Day and friends. can forget about all the shit that's going on at this hellish home.

sometimes i feel like killing her, but i guess SHE ISN'T WORTH IT. hell of a bitch.

finished lang arts already. and physics test is over. at least there are some positive points.

she better apologize to me, for my finger and all the shit that she did.

and so,

i bid all of you adieu

back from japan!

2008-06-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

hey babes!

what's up?i'm back from japan man!surprisingly,toilets in Japan....DIDN"T HAVE ANY SOAP!!!O.o scary....that's why my whole family used like so many baby wetwipes on the trip to wipe our hands!xD and now my parents are busy having a Lord of the Rings marathon,ever since they saw 'fellowship' yesterday.now they're watching the two towers on the dvd we've got at home.i love LOTR,especially Gandalf and Aragorn.cool characters.Gimli's kawaii while Legolas is freaking hot.but my fav has gotta be Gandalf,i wish i had him as a grandpa or something!

i like Eowyn too,spunky gal.^^

anyway,i'm currently too lazy to blog about my whole japan trip.i shall save that for another time babes.and like,I SAW COSPLAYERS!*hyperventilates* in the middle of Japan's biggest................

TOYOTA SHOWROOM.I HAD NO IDEA WHO THEY WERE COSPLAYING BUT TEHY LOOKED GREAT,WISH I COULD'VE SEEN MORE OF THEM.

okay,i bet you dudes are wondering,like wad the hell am I doing in Japan's toyota showroom cos like i'm not gonna buy a car or anything like that.well,we stopped at that place to play actually,cos this showroom's...PRETTY FUN!xD it has this autodrived little car that brings you around the showroom,but the queue for it is suuuuuuuuuper long man.so i didn't try it.in the end,i spent my time sitting in toyota crowns and Lexuses!xD and there was this PRC guy,always walking around,taking a picture with every expensive car in the showroom.i was like -___- when he was grinning away,so happy,posing next to the lexus.my dad was like -______- too. anyway,inside the showroom,they had like,games too!u sit in this chair thing,with pedals and a wheel,it's like a driver's seat,then in front there's this screen with a road,so you're like fake driving ja.loads of kids queued up to ride on it.so i didn't try.

and next to the showroom was Venus Fort Shopping Mall.my mum wanted to go look at Burberry:Blue Label,then my dad and i just like followed.we went inside and to be truthful,it wasn't that great.looked like stuff you could get off any departmental store.i'm not joking.the only exclusive thing about it was the brand name. so we walked around this shopping centre,and i couldn't buy anything,cos i was too young.japan is the land of the young people in their late teens to twenties.so many clothes for young people to wear,but so little for younger teens.and older people.unless you wanna go to buy at some totally ah kong ah ma day market near a temple.so yah.and the special thing about this shopping centre is that it's made to look like roman street,painted sky and cobblestoned streets and all.kind of like Las vegas's Casear's Palace hotel,which i also visited.the light changes too,to have the morning,noon,twilight and night effect,like the passing of a day.and the people there,as in young people to people in their forties,are FREAKING STYLISH.you know,one day i was walking in Osaka,there was this 60+YEARS OLD OLD MAN WHO WAS WEARING A MASTERMIND JAPAN LONG SLEEVED T-SHIRT AND RIPPED,RUGGED JEANS WHO JUST WALKED OUT OF A SHOP.WAH.SO.....DARING.but i liked his dress sense!his outfit would have looked cool on a teenager.with the trucker cap and leather bands on his wrist!xD even my dad was stunned!he was like O.O WAH....well,i guess that would be anyone's natural reaction!xD

and i think the cosplayers got off the huge ferris wheel next to the showroom[dun ask me why..].and they made a shortcut to the shopping centre thru the showroom.they looked freaking cool man!this was in Tokyo btw.

and i'm reaching the end of Interview with the Vampire.it's such a good book!anne rice is simply a great writer.the language,the atmosphere,the feelings of the chracters and the realness of the characters are fully fleshed out.and lestat's ugly now,cos claudia ripped him apart.ouch.but soon,after sometime,he'll be hot again!^^ok,like WTF?!i like lestat and louis quite a lot.armand's as slippery as an eel but he's still cool.i like marius too.i find akasha and enkil scary though.it's like,"I"M NOT HAPPY WITH YOU,YOU DIE!"then BOOM!person dies then they surround the dead body and drink the juice out of the poor victim,or soemthing like that.freaky.akasha likes lestat though.maybe cos lestat's hot and interesting?o.o i dunno,but i wouldn't mind turning into a vampire,when i'm older.more interesting life other than studying all the time.haiz.
and these are my vampire chronicles pics!the anime one is of lestat and louis,lestat's the blonde and louis's the black haired guy.i liked it cos it looked cute.now the pic at the bottom is of lestat,it's digital art and VERY PRO.looks FREAKING REAL.i love it.dunno how on earth the person did it.must be talented.^^
okay,that's it for today!
ciao!
the vampire obsessed moi <333

i'm back from the dead!with water and vampires.yum

2008-06-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

hey people!i am finally back to blogging!haha!guess i'm a lazy emo cow then!xD i guess i shall sum up how last week went.I guess I'll start with how my week went,last week i mean. okay i like mugged and mugged and mugged, cos I'M GOING TO JAPAN ON THE 10TH TIL THE 16TH BABY!WOOTS!haha,i shall take loads of pictures then.and like,in the 1st week of sch hols,i went for this science centre thing,an exhibition on water,and DAMN,IT WAS ANG MOH-TOPIA.SO MANY ANG MOHS MAN,LIKE THERE WERE AS MANY ANG MOHS AS ASIAN PEOPLE.SCARY.and like,the whole exhibiton was about lakes and preserving water and all that kind of stuff.then there was this 'grand canyon adventure' show/movie at the omnimax theatre.it was okay i guess,lemme know about how bad the lakes near the grand canyon are drying up.O_________O talk about freaky.and i think i went home that night with the word WATER echoing in my head til one week later.it's like,i heard the word WATER at least a 100 times that night!O___O KYAAAAAAAAAAH!i think i nearly went mad!

oh!~and here's my new love!

TADAH!the vampire chronicles collection!i bought it!YAAAAAAAAAAY!and dun worry mandy,if you're reading this,i'll defintiely lend it to you kays? :D it's seriously a good series!the language is pretty good and the story is interesting!this is the first 3 books from the series,and their packed together into this omnibus,which i bought from borders!^^ highly reccomended,though it's an adult book. should be ok for corrupted people like me,as the young innocent ones might find some parts kinda disturbing,like the fact that Lestat de Lioncourt[the main character,very hot and powerful vampire] is a playboy and he's bisexual xD yah i noe,but it's ok.i'm fine with homos and bis,i mean,they're people too!plus i'm SUPER CORRUPTED as I CORRUPTED MYSELF.
SHOCK.HORROR.DISASTER
yes,i'm pretty horrible.
okay!
au revoir everybody!
the corrupted me =D

obsession is never complete,and so is weirdness

2008-05-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

hey people!^^the video above is 30 seconds to Mars with the song, "A Beautiful Lie". pretty nice,i like it!very rockish,plus it's got a meaning behind the song,from that short intro in front.i also posted it cos of the weird thing that happened when i was watching it on MTV.my dad was walking past and when there was a closeup on Jared Leto the lead singer,he immediately said,"is that JAMES BLUNT?then my mum and i were staring at him.like major O.O.i was like "no..." then my mum's like,"um,james blunt voice is SO WEAK." like major OMG!and another time i was watching inuyasha,then he's like,"why's that GIRL HOLDING SUCH A BIG SWORD?"HE ACTUALLY THOT THAT INUYASHA WAS A GIRL!!!then when i asked him how come he thot Inuyasha was a freaking girl,he was like,that person had long hair wad.then i was like =.= and my mum was like,"can't u tell from his voice?"[she LIKES INUYASHA]but that's juz him,always having weird...ideas.but he's nice :D haha.

raphael and mika-chan!!!!!!

URIEL!!!!!

OH HELL YEAH IT'S LUCIFER!!![dun worry,i'm NOT satanic]

anyway,i'm kinda obsessed over Angel Sanctuary now!pretty cool story with gr8 drawings!GAH...I WANNA DRAW URIEL.AND RAPHAEL.AND....MIKA-CHAN!!!!!!!^o^mika-chan's the angel michael anyway.all the guys i wanna draw are angels.raph and urie are so pretty...and MIKA IS SO FUNNEH!^^though he swears a lot and can be quite horrible,i still like him.haha.so stupid.in the pic above is raph and mika-chan!raph is the pretty blonde[like fye!^^haha] and mika is the red-head.they're best frenz,but AREN'T GAY,DUN WORRY.and there's urie!like his ear ring.oh oh oh,yeah,i wanna draw LUCIFER TOO.IN S'PORE TERMS,HE'S A 'STYLO MILO'!LOVE HIS CLOTHES.haha.i sound like an idiot,but i seriosuly wanna draw all 4 of them!then i guess i can improve on my drawing skills!YAY.haha.LOL!ok,i shall stop crapping now.

tata everybody!

shu hui

thanx a lot for ruining my day

2008-05-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

reli reli cool image of Tokio Hotel<333!

reli wonderful artwork by kaori yuki,pure genius!this is of lucifer in angel sanctuary.

okay..thanx a lot again mum...for screaming at me...though i got highest in class for lang arts....and u screamed at me cos i didn't pack my bag the way u wanted.damn shit. wad the hell do u want me to do?i only asked u for the towel n the containers,then u scream!LIKE MAJOR WTF.damn it.dun care about her larh.anyway,i'm SICK.AS IN ILL.stupid allergies acted up again.freak.to keep myself happy,i shall crap about angel sanctuary and tokio hotel.[hush made me high^^]
angel sanctuary.god.i am ADDICTED TO THE FREAKING MANGA.I'M ALSO ADDICTED TO CAIN<3,and>
now tokio hotel.i need to learn german man.i dunno wad on earth bill's singing but it sounds good.god...i can't believe how...misleading reden was.tom's definitely a naughty boy.xD love the pic of them on top,pretty sweet pic.nice posture and stylisation.edgy photo.u noe,i wonder if TH noe they've got fans in asia,like hush and i.HOPEFULLY THEY DO!and i wish bill would let his hair down.lion mane=kinda unnatural....[i'm being polite] love his hair in the video der letzte tag though!
ok.i shall stop crapping.

au revoir everybody!^^
love,
the otaku,shu hui

I'M NOT OKAY.OH HELL YEAH I'M NOT

2008-05-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

ok.i know wad u guys are thinking. like WTF IS A GAY PIC DOING HERE?! .__. well, it's quite a nice drawing if u think about it. and the main reason for me to post this pic, is because of the words: ARE U HAPPY?
well, to be truthful shuichi-kun *hugs the pink haired overreacting nut*, i'm NOT HAPPY. IN FACT, I'M BLOODY PISSED.
oh hell yeah i am.damn it, stupid napfa,i did 3 bloody pull ups and my hands slipped, so i fell to the wonderful floor.so i'm got an E,and i'm not allowed to retry cos i PASSED.FREAK.and my 2.4 was so damn SLOW. 17 min.can u beat that?17 min!and i was sick that day damn it.so disappointing. shit.and now i'm getting a BRONZE cos of my E! and i juz missed 1 mark to passing my chinese ca1!got 59!damn it!and zhang lao shi told me that if he didn't add in my block test marks, i could've gotten 64!damn it.plus LMS got me wrong, i'm in AEP so i'm supposed to get into ethnic cooking,and some admin ppl got it wrong and put me into CHINESE OPERA.damn shit.at least it's settled by mrs chek,so thank you mrs chek,i reli appreciate it.and the most wonderful thing ever,is that MY MUM'S IN PMS MODE.FREAK.GET ANGRY AT ME FOR WAD?I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!IF I PISS U SO MUCH,THEN U SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!FREAK.I GOT HIGHEST IN CLASS FOR LA LITERARY ESSAY,HIGHEST FOR GEOG,A1 FOR SCIENCE,A1 FOR HISTORY AND AN A2 FOR AEP!WAD MORE DO U WANT ME TO DO?!I'M NOT PERFECT DAMNIT!!!AND U DUN EVEN CONGRATULATE ME FOR MY MARKS!HUH?NOT HAPPY AH?IF U THINK I'M SO STUPID AND BLUR,THEN WHY DUN U DO ALL MY EXAMS FOR ME?AND WAD'S WRONG WITH ME?I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO U!DAMN SHIT.AND U WANT ME TO FINISH ALL MY HOLIDAY HW!LIKE WTF?CAN U LET ME REST FOR A WHILE?I NEED SOME TIME TO DO MY OWN STUFF!I DUN CARE IF U GO ON HOLIDAY WITH DAD LEAVING ME OUT!AT LEAST I'LL HAVE SOME PEACE AND QUIET!WHY THE HELL DO U SCOLD ME?IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT UR PATIENTS ARE CRAPPY OR THAT THE PUBLIC BUS BROKE DOWN!WAD DO U WANT ME TO DO?MANUPILATE TIME?AND THEN U KEEP SCREAMING AT ME EVERYDAY!LIKE WAD THE HELL?I DIDN'T TAKE ANY DRUGS,I DID ALL MY HW,WAD'S UR PROBLEM?OH!I KNOW!I DIDN'T BORROW ANY CHINESE BOOKS FROM THE SCH LIBRARY NOW DID I?OH!I'M SO SORRY!LIKE REAL DAMN IT.IT JUZ SLIPPED MY MIND,WAD'S UR PROB?U THINK U R SO PERFECT?THAT U CAN DO EVERYTHING PERFECTLY AND REMEMBER EVERYHTHING?HUH?AND U SCOLD ME EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE LITTLEST THINGS EVER!SCOLD ME,SCOLD ME,SCOLD ME SCOLD ME!I'M FEELING LIKE SHIT NOW!DUN U NOE THAT?I'M SO FREAKING STRESSED LAR DAMN IT.CAN'T U BE MORE ENCOURAGING?THAT'S ALL I ASK OF U!I'M NOT PERFECT....damnit...why can't u encourage me?u noe it's not that i dun care that i do badly...i DO CARE A LOT!and it hurts..i suck at everything.and do u know how much it hurts when i know i've done badly?and since i'm a bloody perfectionist,IT HURTS EVEN MORE.why can't u understand me?why can't u....encourage me..?is that too much to ask?
freak......
yours truly,
your emo cow daughter
shu hui
PS i'm reli sorry if i've affected anybody with my emoness.reli sorry about that.

weeee!new blogskin!AND IRONMAN!!!!

2008-05-05T21:26:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!^^
i changed my blogskin so heyao and charming should be happy!hahahaha!lols!anyways,i watched ironman on labour day.damn,it was entertaining!robert downey junior was quite good as tony stark,playing him with bad boy/cool/witty/smart-ass cool.terrence howard was funneh as captain james rhode too!hehe!i'll rate the movie about 7.5/10 to 8/10.though it wasn't exactly wad i'd call mind blowing,i liked it!quite interesting and damn the CGI was great!i expected something bad actually,something as cheesy as ghost rider,cos the director was JON FAVREAU,THE GUY WHO DIRECTED ELF AND ZATHURA.ELF WAS OK,IT WAS SWEET.BUT ZATHURA WAS *BEING BLUNT* VERY CRAPPY.so yeah,but i was pleasantly surprised though!which is good ja!
and i've got a new ambition:I WANNA BE TONY STARK IN MY NEXT LIFE.
OH HELL YEAH I DO.i noe it sounds reli stupid and weird,but damn,who doesn't wanna be a super genius?plus you are reli RICH too.man,i was practically drooling,after looking at his cars,his house,his computer,his gadgets,his clothes,his private jet and HIS SUIT.OH YES I WANT THAT IRONMAN SUIT.I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WANT IT BUT I DO.I WANNA FLY BABY.*snaps out of daydream* ok,i shall stop fantasizing.[haiz] -_-"
so anyway,i would reli suggest everybody to watch this movie,after all ur MYAs lah,i'm relaxing a bit now,cos NYGH doesn't have MYAs.so uh YAY.
It's quite cool man,the movie,with the CGI,funneh one-liners and best of all,quite entertaining with the action sequences and stuff.SO PLS WATCH IT PPL!
on top's the trailer for ironman,juz a reli cool sample of the movie ^^

AND OH YA!!!RMB TO STAY UNTIL THE CREDITS FINISH!!!COS THERE'S A SPECIAL SURPRISE/SNEAK PEEK.....hehehehehe
love
Shu Hui